wolfstar oneshots 💕 (Finished)

67. amnesia part 1

"will he regain his memories ?"

what memories ?

"im afraid not mr. Lupin the assault was very destructive. hits got to his head and he might come back but i doubt it"

who wont be back ??

"alright thank you doctor"

i opened my eyes.

a man with a black leather jacket and brown hair sat next to the bed.

he seemed distressed and sad for some reason. but when he looked up, i felt something. like as if i was close to him before this. very very close.

"hi sirius... how are you feeing?" he asked.

i nodded "im fine can i get water?" my voice came out croaky and my throat burned.

he smiled at me and gave me a bottle of water.

"do you know who i am ?"

i shook my head. i saw a flash of hurt drawn on his face but kept his smile

"im remus lupin. i used to be your hus.... friend. i used to be your friend." he said. it seems he was convincing himself more than me.

i smiled back and he told me when i can leave and other details but not why i was in a hospital the first place.

"why am i in a hospital ?"

he froze for a second.  he covered his knuckles. bruised knuckles. now i noticed some parts of his face had dried punch wounds.

"i will tell you after you stabilize okay ? i wont hurry you" remus said.
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later on that day, i got out of the hospital.

"before the hospital thing. you stayed with me. you lived in my house actually. so until you maybe regain your memory, stay with me..... please" remus whispered the please. he hoped for me to stay ?

i grinned. "of course i'll stay."

he smiled back. my eyes wandered to the steering wheel and his hands. a golden ring. hes married.

"oh youre married ??" i asked surprised. if i stayed at his house, is his wife or husband okay with it ?

"yea its complicated actually. my husband is not going to mind" remus said kinda sadly. i dont know why but i dropped the subject and thanked him
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when i entered the house, i felt deja vu. as if i been here before.

then i saw pictures of his friends and... me. there were pictures of us together.

on a coffee table near the fireplace there was a photo. me and remus smiling like crazy with suits on and a sign behind us saying "just married"

is that a friend's wedding ? or is it ours ?

"why are there many pictures of us together ? are we... a thing ?" i asked slowly. i hope he would tell me. he seems agitated at first.
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[remus' pov]

he figured it out. of course he would. sirius is a smart man.

i sat him down on the sofas near the fireplace. its autumn and it got kinda chilly. so i lit the fireplace and we sat on our sofas.

its funny because sirius was the one who made this corner for us. he loved the movie "up". i remembered him saying. "remus when we get old i want us to sit in these sofas like the old couple from up"

he waited for me to say something.

"yes we were married until your accident. look i dont want to rush you because you just lost your memories. and i think its like starting all over again. some things might change in you and your feelings to me. maybe you would like someone else i just dont want to push you back to what we used to be."