Falling From The Floor

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             CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

I came back home and slowly opened the door. I looked around and it was very silent. I saw that Tony ordered him and Caiya some pizza, since I was too upset to make dinner. "Where were you?" Tony asked as he came around the corner. "I just went for a drive..." I said as I was about to go upstairs. "Cheryl, stop....come here." Tony said as he grabbed my arm. "Tony. Just....Just, let me go, okay?" I said softly trying not to wake up Caiya. "Baby, I didn't mean what I said about making love to you. I love you and Baby......Kaitlyn....as you can see, I didn't even talk to her like that." Tony said as he held my waist. "Tony, you still tried to talk to her. I thought that you deleted her number anyways." I said as I moved his hands from my body. "I know baby. Cheryl, please....we've been going through so much. I don't want to go back to how we were before." Tony said. "I don't care, Tony. I really don't. I've been so unhappy with you. I come home and you make me even more stressed out, I can't take it. You've hurt me so many times and I just stayed. I was so worried about Caiya not growing up with both of her parents in one house but she'll be fine." I said as I looked at him. "What do you mean?" Tony asked me. "I'm taking Caiya with me and we are moving out. I'm leaving you Tony." I said as I made my way up the stairs. "What? You're not taking Caiya anywhere." Tony said as he followed me upstairs. "Yes I am. I am her Mother and I'm taking her where ever I go. Only for a little while. Until you figure out what you wanna do. Talk to Kaitlyn or actually have a family." I said as I went into our bedroom. "Cheryl, like I said...you're not taking Caiya anywhere. I don't care what you say." Tony said. "And I don't care what you say. I'm tired of this Tony." I said as I took off my shoes. "Cheryl, here's my phone. I don't want it anymore. I don't at all. I won't talk to any other woman. Just please....please, don't leave me and take my baby girl like that." Tony said as he stood in front of me. "I....I don't know if what you're saying is true. How can I trust you?" I said as I looked at him. "You can trust me because I'm tired of coming home and doing what I've been doing. I want to make you trust me and make you happy again." Tony said as he held my hands. I looked down. "I'm so sorry. I'll never hurt you like that again. I've already blocked and deleted the number. I'm done with her. I just want you, okay?" Tony said as he lifted up my chin. My tears started to fall. He wiped them from my face. "Please don't leave me." Tony said as he eyes started to water. "Ok. I won't go." I said as I wiped my face. Tony hugged me for a very long time. He smelled so good and his hug felt so safe. Just having his arms wrapped around me- felt wonderful. He then kissed me. "Don't ever leave me, okay?" Tony said as he stopped kissing me and then kissed me again. I shook my head while still being locked in the kiss. "Mommy." Cai said in a sleepy voice as she came in our bedroom. She was rubbing her eyes and she started crying. "Aww, what's wrong baby?" I asked her as I came down to her height level. "Are you mad at daddy?" She asked. "No....no, baby. I'm not." I said as I wiped her face. "But you were mad when you left and you sounded upset. Are we leaving?" Cai asked as she hugged me and cried even more. "Baby girl, don't cry. No, we aren't leaving. Mommy was just upset but I would never take you away from Daddy, okay?" I said as I hugged her. Cai finally stopped crying and I picked her up, so that I could take her to her room. "Let's go back to bed." I said as I kissed her forehead. I put her in bed and I pulled the covers up. "Ok Mommy." She said as she closed her eyes. I turned on her nightlight and left out of her room. I went into our bedroom and I saw Tony laying down in bed. "Cheryl, can we talk?" He asked me. "Tony, I'm kinda getting sleepy. We already talked about it. We will talk about it when we go to counseling tomorrow, okay?" I said as I got my things together to get in the shower. "Okay." He said as he turned over in bed. I looked at him and then went into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and then I walked over towards the sink and looked down. I closed my eyes and asked myself why am I staying with this man. I then felt Tony's arm come around me from behind. He kissed my neck as he came behind me. I jumped. "I didn't mean to scare you. You didn't hear me come in?" Tony said. "No, I was deep in my thoughts and the water is too loud." I said. Tony continued to kiss my neck and grip my waist. "Tony, what are you doing?" I asked him as I looked at him behind me in the mirror. "I want to make love to you. I already took a shower but I can damn sure take another with you." He said. "Tony, move. I'm really not in the mood right now. I've had a long night and we have to get up early." I said as I walked away. "You're right. I just couldn't resist how beautiful you look." Tony said. I wanted to say something but I held my words back because I didn't want to go back to arguing. Tony left out after he realized that I was done with the conversation. I got in the shower. Afterwards, I got dressed and saw that Tony was finally asleep. I then went to go check on my baby, Cai. I looked into her room and I just smiled because she looked so peaceful. I walked over towards her bed and kissed her on her forehead. "You'll always be Mommy's baby." I silently whispered. I smiled really big and rubbed her head. I made my way back into our room and got in bed next to Tony. Everything was very quiet and the bed was very cold. I looked over towards him and saw that he was still asleep. I scooted over in the bed towards him and laid my head on his chest. He woke up and looked at me. He then realized that I just wanted him to hold me. Tony held me close to his body and I surprisingly got comfortable inside his grip. We then both fell asleep.