Falling From The Floor

I Want You 😩

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW
   LATER THAT NIGHT

I was upstairs in bed playing with Ciyle. He was just smiling and being a happy little baby. "How was your day?" Tony asked me as he just came home from work and started losening his tie. "Pretty good. What about you?" I asked him as I looked up from playing with Ciyle. "Long." He said as he came over to give me a kiss and then gave the baby a kiss on his forehead. "Where's my baby girl at?" He asked me as he starting playing with one of Ciyle's hands. "She went with Inaya and Bre. You already know that they love spending time with each other." I mentioned. Tony laughed a little laugh and smiled at me. "Yep. It is summer time though." Tony then said. "Correct." I said as I looked at him. "Alright, I'm about to go and get in the shower. Then, i'm gonna hang out with you two some more." He said as he got up and went to get in the shower.

I felt like I had to hold my breath when I was around Tony because I already knew of the things that I've done. Maybe I don't know what to do after all.

THE NEXT DAY

I called Shemar many times today but still no answer. It was unusual for him to do that because he always answers my calls at the second ring. I was just at home by myself...again with the baby. I didn't really mind it either because I love being a Mommy. If only I had my other baby here with me right now. We could have done some more fun stuff but she want's to do her own thing a little bit. "Hi, Baby Boy. It's just you and I today." I said as I smiled at him. "Are you going to look as handsome as your Daddy?" I said as I gave him a little kiss on his head and rocked him a little bit.

Ciyle and I took a nap for while after I gave him his bottle. He was finally able to calm down while he was with alone with me. Today, him and I did a lot of things and I loved how handsome my little man has became. I wish that he didn't have to grow up just like my first baby, Cai. It's life and I had to deal with it.

I then woke up to someone ringing the doorbell. I raised my head from the bed and turned my body so that I could get out of bed. Before I went to answer the door, I went to go check on Ciyle in his room to make sure that he was sleeping okay. He was. I then rubbed his little back and made my way downstairs to go see who it was.

As I made it to the door; I opened the door to find that it was Shemar.

"Shemar, I've been calling you. Why haven't you been an-..." I said but he hushes me up with a kiss. I gave in despite my anger and kissed him back. He then broke the kiss and looked me into my eyes. "I'm sorry. I had to wrap my head around all that went down the other day. Did you see that I left the ring?" He asked me as he moved a piece of hair out of my face.

"Yes, I didn't but why did you leave it with me?"

"I had to because I wanted you to think about it. I wanted you to think about me...us."

"Of course, I've been thinking about it but I'm not sure." I said as I stepped back from his body.

"That's another reason why I came here. I knew that you have been thinking about it but didn't know what to do."

"You do?" I asked him as I reached for his hands and slightly smiled because I loved to be in his presence.

"Yes and I don't want to hurt you, Cheryl. I really don't and if I hurt Cai with all of this? I would never forgive myself because I love that little girl of yours. I love her Mommy as well because she's my heart. The thing is, maybe we should do this anymore." He said as he watched my smile fade.

"Wha-...what? You want to just stop? After I-...I don't even remember who started....no, after you started it back up?" I asked him in a confused tone.

"I want you to be happy and I don't want to put you in a complicated situation, baby girl. I want you to do what's right for Cai and I know you want to." He said as he touched the side of my face.

"I do but I love you." I said as my voice started to crack.

"I love you too but we have to do what's best for Cai. You're right...she would be heartbroken without her Father being with you."

"You're right." I said as I looked down.

Shemar then raised my head up to look at me in the eyes. His touch felt so loving and so kind. I didn't want to let him go but I have to do what's best for my children. I don't like pushing love aside but my babies matter most to me.

"I'm about to go, Alright?" He then said as he pulled me in to give him a hug.

"No...no. I don't know-...I don't know how I can do this." I said as I looked at him.

"I don't know either, baby girl. What do you want? I never asked that today. What do you want, Cheryl? What would make you happy? Tony or me?" He asked me.

I just sat there and thought to myself because I didn't know who. I do know that I've loved Shemar for the longest. My love has been fading for Tony and I'm not even sure why.

"You." I said as I put my hands on his chest.

"What about Cai?"

"I don't know. I can only talk to her and see how she feels."

Shemar then nodded his head and looked at me. I then grabbed his hand and lead him upstairs. As we were going upstairs, he pulled me into his body and kissed my neck from behind. I almost fell but at least he caught me. I laughed at his soft kiss that was planted on my neck so sweetly.

Meanwhile in the bed room, I slowly helped Shemar take off his shirt at the end of the bed. First, I gave him a kiss and then my kisses found their way to his neck. He held my body close to him and waited for me to stop.

"Wait..." I said as I went to go find the ring.

He watched me as he then sat at the edge of the bed. I then turned around to face him. I made eye contact with him and showed him that I was taking my current wedding ring off. I then put on the engagement ring and sat the little box down behind me.

"You said yes?" He asked me as he reached for my hand and brought me over towards him.

I nodded my head and looked at him. He smiled at me and pulled me down on the bed. He then put his body in between my legs and pulled up my shirt a little bit. His finger tips traced my stomach and went lower on my body. He then reached my pants. Knowing where his fingertips were, my body started to go crazy. He then pulled my pants and underwear down. Afterwards, he leaned down and gave me a kiss on my lips. He then pulled away and started undoing his pants. He watched my face while he did so and I knew that he could see that I wanted him badly. He then looked down and continued to unbutton his pants while I laid there. He knew what he was doing...making me wait. I couldn't wait anymore. I then sat up to help him and that's when he moved his hands and let me do all the work. "Damn, you want it that bad, huh?" He said as he put his hand on my chin and raised my head up.
"Maybe..." I said as I bit my lip.

As things started to heat up, I became weak for him. I was already hooked as it is. He knew every spot still and he knew exactly what I wanted. He knew how to make me reach my high better than my own husband did. He did things that I didn't even know that could be done and it all took my breath away.

No, it wasn't all about the sex. I honestly, truly love this man. I've always loved him and I couldn't let him leave me like that. I want him and I always get whom I want. You can't make love like this...with just anybody....

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