Falling From The Floor

"Ok-....Ok, Daddy."😒😏🖤

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

After we made love...

"That was....I'm-.....I'm speechless." Shemar said as he looked at me. I laughed, laid my head on his chest and my hand rested on his abs. I looked away and everything went silent. "Cheryl, why are you so silent?" Shemar asked me as he played with my hair. "I feel like-..." I said as I then sighed. "What, baby?" Shemar asked me. "I feel like we've made a mistake?...I guess" I said hoping not to make Shemar upset. "I mean, it's something that we've always wanted to do. Plus, I love you." Shemar said as his hand traced my body. "Shemar, you still don't know me fully even though we've been friends for so long." I said as I looked up at him. "What do you mean? Lay on your back." He said as he moved out the way. I laid on my back. He climbed between my legs and kissed me. "I do fully know you, Cheryl. I do. I know your favorite food annnnnd I know your favorite drink. I know exactly how you like your cupcakes to be ate. Extra icing...." (💀) He said as he touched the deepest part of my inner thighs. "Ummm, I know what makes you the most happiest. I know what gives you peace and what makes you feel safe. I know your emotions and your moods." He said as he looked at me and smiled. He then looked at my body and rubbed my legs softly while being between them still. "Now, I also know some other special things about you. I know how to make your legs shake. Ummm, I know how to make you grip the hell out of those sheets. I know how to make you scream out to the fullest and I know how you love it when I do that little thing that I do when I'm deep into that-..." Shemar said until I stopped him. "Hey....don't talk ab-...." I said but he cut me off. "I'm not done. I know what makes you wet. I know that when I stroke really deep from behind, you throw that hand back and tell me to stop while moaning. But guess what? I move your hand because I know that you secretly still want me to keep going and so, I keep going because I'm Daddy. Guess what again? Daddy is in control. I also know exactly what spot to hit to make you wanna give in. Lastly, I know that whenever I put my tongue to work that you try your best not to moan but you know damn well that you can't hold it back. Therefore, I know you in plenty of ways. Don't I?" Shemar said as he then kissed me again. "I guess you do know me to the fullest then." I said as I blushed at his kiss. "Yep." He said as he grabbed my foot. (I'm dead already and I haven't even started 💀😂😂 msqueen_pepsii ) "Ummm, what are you doing?" I asked him as I looked at him awkwardly. "About to kiss and lick your foot, duh." Shemar said as he looked at me. "Leave my foot alone." I said as I laughed. Shemar bit my foot. "What the fuck are you doing?" I said as I slapped him. "Trying to be sexy with the foot thing. I failed." Shemar said as he rubbed his face and laughed hard. "Yes you did." I said as I hit him again and laughed. He then laid next to me. "But for real baby. Whatever you want me to be, I'll be it. If you just want to be friends, I'll understand. Just know that, I can be a father to that baby. I love you and I will also love him or her- unconditionally. His or her's mommy is the most wonderful woman that I've ever loved other than my Mom. You just don't understand, Cheryl. I've loved you nonstop and I can't help but to love you." Shemar said as he then laid by my side. "What about Tony?" I asked as I looked at him. "You can decide. Either way, I still want to be your best friend." Shemar said as he kissed my hand.  "Okay." I said as I looked at him. "I'm about to take a shower and then I'll go get Cai, okay? You can just relax and chill." Shemar said as he got out of bed. "Are you sure? It would be totally fine if I just went to go get her." I said as I sat up and looked at him. "Cheryl....relax. You're always doing stuff. It's ok to take a break and calm down. I got it, baby girl." Shemar said as he looked at me. "I don't know, Shemar. I don't want it to be any trouble for you." I said as I started to get up. "Cheryl. No trouble at all. Lay back down. She will be fine and I'll bring her here." Shemar said as he motioned for me to lay down. "Okay...." I said as I slowly laid down and looked at him. "Before I leave, I'm gonna run you some bath water and you can just chill." Shemar said as he  took some clothes out of the closet. "You have clothes here?" I asked him. "Yes, this use to be my main house but I got my other house and moved into that one." Shemar said as he took his clothes and went into the bathroom. "Oh." I said as I watched him leave. He closed the door but then he opened it again. He stuck his head out and looked at me. "Chill, ok?" He said as he had a serious look on his face. "I got it." I said softly. He smiled and then he closed the door again. I could hear the water of the shower being turned on and I just thought about the things that Shemar said to me. Damn. He hit every single spot. Tony doesn't even know those spots. Shemar and I did have sex one time a long, long time ago when we kinda almost first became friends. We just thought that it was best for us to stay away from each other for a while after that. Then one day, he came back to me and we became the best of friends. Friends that knew some things that others didn't necessarily know about us. When it comes down to it all, I had to make a choice. Keep this one time....in a long time thing going or try to fix my marriage? Is it bad that I didn't even feel bad at all when I realized what I was doing when I was doing it? After all the things that Tony said, it's clear that he doesn't give one. He didn't give one when he cheated and he didn't the other night. So, it was my time to not give one as well. Yeah, I never imagined myself doing this behind my husbands back but what husband? I lost my husband after last year. He hasn't been the same since then. "Cheryl." Shemar said as he put his shirt on and opened the bathroom door. "Yeah?" I said as I jumped and looked at him. "You good? Over there daydreaming." Shemar said as he smiled. "I'm good. Just thinking." I said as I smiled. "Thinking about what I just did to you?" Shemar said as he smiled. "Yep." I said as I covered my body in the sheets and got up. Shemar came over and kissed me passionately. "Your bath is ready. Go ahead, baby girl." Shemar said as he held my hand and led me to the bathroom. I stepped in and I laid back to relax. Shemar came over and squatted next to me. He took my hand and then he kissed it. "I'll be back and I'll tell the Chef to make you something, okay? Anything in particular that you want?" Shemar asked me. "Ummm, doesn't really matter." I said as I touched the bubbles. "Ok. I'll be back." Shemar said as he kissed my hand again and stood up. "Relax. You need to learn how to do that since you're pregnant now." Shemar said as he looked at me. "I know. I know. Go." I said as I laughed a little laugh. Shemar then smiled at me and closed the door. I leaned my head back and just closed my eyes. This is probably the first time in a very long time that I've actually had a moment to myself that I've actually enjoyed. Shemar always knows exactly what I need.

After the bath and getting dressed....

I was downstairs eating and looking at things on my phone at the same time. Suddenly, Shemar and Cai came through the door. "Hey baby!" I said as Cai ran over and gave me a hug. "Hi Mommy!" She said in her soft and cute voice. "How was school?" I said as I smiled and fixed her hair. "It was good. I had fun." Cai said as she took her backpack off. "Ok, baby. Take your backpack upstairs, okay? Don't leave it right there." I said as I got up. Cai got her backpack and ran upstairs. "Thank you.....again." I said as I looked a Shemar but made sure to keep my distance. "Anything for you. Come here." Shemar said as he held his hand out. "I don't want to confuse my daughter." I said as I looked at his hand. "Your other baby is already confused, I mean-..." Shemar said as he laughed. "Really, Shemar. I can't do that to her. She could walk down here in any second." I said as I took my plate to the kitchen. Shemar followed me. "I understand. I just miss touching your body already. I couldn't stop thinking earlier about the next time I'll be able to get to taste your taste." Shemar said as he leaned against the counter and looked at me. I smiled. "Stop." I said as I looked at him and washed my hands. "No. Really, Cheryl. When?" He said as he walked over towards me and put his hand on my hip. I nudged him. "What did I just say about Cai?" I said as I looked at him. "You're right." He said as he moved away a little. I smiled and shook my head. "I have a question." Shemar said as he looked at me. I turned around. "What?" I said. Shemar looked down and crossed his arms. "How can a man possibly treat the most beautiful woman in the world like.....she's nothing? I keep wondering that. I couldn't do it. Just waking up and seeing her beautiful smile- should make you want to be the best man that you could possibly be for her. Watching her sleep because she's beautiful when her heart is at peace. Spoiling her at any given time because she deserves it for all the hard work she's done. Helping her around the house and with the kids. Treating her body like its gold because without it- your babies wouldn't be in this world. I-.....I just don't understand. You deserve the best. Even better than the best. You deserve the world, Cheryl." Shemar said as he looked up at me with a serious face. I looked away. "I know that you don't know what to say but it's the truth. I love you, Cheryl. Whatever you pick, let me know. I wanna know where I stand." Shemar said. He came over and kissed my cheek. "I'll see you later." Shemar said as he walked out. I could see that he was being honest with it all. He put me in a difficult position that day. He knew that he did too, that's why he left. How can I act normal tonight when Tony comes over to try to have dinner again? Knowing that I was just calling my best friend's name earlier. I love Shemar but I don't even know what to do. I guess that I should have stopped when I thought about it. Those second thoughts.

~ If any errors, my bad. msqueen_pepsii is yo foot good, or nah? 😭💀