Falling From The Floor

What Were You Thinking?

               CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

I continued to walk back and forth in the living room. "You're kidding me Cheryl..." Inaya said as she looked at me with her mouth wide open. I could hear both of our girls upstairs running around and playing together. Inaya came over to see how I was doing and she also came over to hold the baby. She was excited to see Ciyle for the first time ever. "Inaya, im telling the truth. Yesterday...I slept with both of them. I-...I didn't try to but it just happened. Well, I kinda wanted to with Shemar but Tony, I mean- I dont know. You know that I love Tony to pieces. What should I do? That's why I called you over here. I need help." I told her. "Cheryl, this is really bad. Didn't you also say that Shemar wanted you to come to his place last night as well?" She asked me. "Yes but- Ugh, Inaya...I feel like a horrible person. Every single time that I look at Tony I feel so bad. Then, after last night...." I said as I laughed a nervous laugh. "I mean, I almost-...." I said as I started smiling to myself. "Dont-...Dont tell me that. I dont wanna know what happened last night between you and your husband. I mean...Tony, no. Shemar, yes." Inaya said as she started laughing. "Lips are sealed." I said as I sat down next to her. "Uhmm hmm. All I know is- you're definetly the one to kiss and tell because you're doing it right now." She told me. "Only you know." I then said as I started playing with my hands. "One question..." Inaya then said. I looked over at her next to me and waited for her to answer. "You did...use a condom with the both of them, right?" Inaya asked me as she raised her eyebrow at me. I then stood up and turned my back to her. I then started acting as If a picture on the wall wasn't straight but that picture was just as straight as my sexuality. "Uhmm, of course I did. I mean, why wouldn't I?..." I said as I stepped back to look at the picture. "Does this look straight to you?" I said as I folded one of my arms and put my other hand on my chin as I looked back towards Inaya. "Yes, woman. It was straight before you even went over there and Cheryl, are you sure that you used it with both men?" She asked me again. I then looked at her. She waited for me to answer. "No...i'm not sure. I-...I don't remember, okay? Everything happened so fast and I didn't think to stop the-...you know what I'm saying." I said as I sat back down next to her. "Oh my Lord, Cheryl. What were you thinking? What you JUST said- that means that its a no because you would have remembered that part, okay?" Inaya said. "You're right. So, the answer is no." I told her. "I already knew before I even asked you the question." She told me. "Yeah but I mean, I-..." I said but I heard the girls running down the stairs. "Mommy!" Cai yelled as her and bre once again had on their princess dresses together walking side by side. "Yes, baby? Also, you know better than to run down the stair's. What did Mommy tell you about that?" I said to Cai. "You told me not to run down the stairs. We are hungry though, Mommy." Cai said as she then sat in my lap. "Alright, Baby girl. We will make you two something. Go back upstairs and we will let you know when lunch is ready, alright?" I said as I looked at her and smiled. Cai nodded her head and smiled at me too. "How's your head?" She asked me as she touched it. "My head is wonderful." I said as I watched her kiss my forehead. "Okay, Mommy." Cai said as she then left with Bre to go upstairs. "Cai is too sweet. I promise you that she look's just like you and Tony. Just a cutie pie." Inaya said as we both made our way into the kitchen. "That's my Baby girl." I said as I smiled at her. "And you're my handsome baby boy!" I said as I took Ciyle from Inaya. "You've been so silent and good for Mommy today." I said as I gave Ciyle a kiss. "Normally he cries a lot with me but once Tony get's him- he stop's crying." I said. "He's gonna be a Daddy's Boy." Inaya said as she laughed and started making the girl's something for lunch.

We then heard a knock at the door. "I'll go and get it." I said as I held my baby and went to go see who it was. I asked who it was. It was Shemar. I opened the door and let him inside. "Hey, baby girl...and baby boy." He said as he kissed my forehead. "Hey..." I said as I closed my eye's during the kiss that he gave me on my forehead. I then started walking back into the kitchen. "Wish you would have came over last night..." He said as he walked behind me and followed me. I didn't say anything. Inaya looked up and over towards us as we walked into the kitchen. "Is that-...Inaya Day?" He asked me as he looked at her. "Yep, it's me." She said as she smiled at Shemar. "Damn. I haven't seen you in so long. Where you been hiding at?" he said as he went over to give her a hug. "Who are you cooking for?" He asked Inaya. "The girls upstairs." She told him. He thought to himself. "Bre, right? That's your baby's name?" He asked her as he then looked over towards me. "Yes and well- my little pumpkin isn't so much of a baby anymore." Inaya explained. "You and Cheryl know damn well that you're gonna keep calling them you're "Little Baby's" until they graduate...college." Shemar said as he laughed. "Ha. Ha. Well, you're right." I said as I tried to hold back my smile. Inaya laughed at me. "Let me see Ciyle." Shemar then said. I gave him the baby and then went over to help Inaya. Inaya gave me a look and I just elbowed her.

A few minutes later- I called the girl's down to eat. They didn't run down the stairs this time. "Hi, Shemar." Cai said as she ran and hugged him. I then took Ciyle from him. "Hey, Princess! You look beautiful in your dress." Shemar said as he squatted down to match Cai's height. "Thank you!" Cai said as she smiled and looked over at me. I smiled at her because I knew that Cai loved seeing Shemar. "And this is another Princess. Hi, Bre." Shemar said as he waved at her. "Hi." Bre said as she went to go hide shyly behind her Mom. "So....you have any money to give this Princess?" Cai said as she looked at Shemar. "Cai..." I said as I looked at her and gave her a look. "No, it's alright." Shemar said as he laughed. He then pulled out his wallet and opened it. "Here you go, Princess. Does 200 sound good to you?" He said as he gave it to her. "Yep!" Cai said as she then thanked him and hugged his neck. "Cai, dont do that again." I told her. "Cheryl, it's fine. Honestly." Shemar said as he stood up. "I'm pretty sure that Cai is gonna go and buy her some paint and canvas'." He said. He then squatted back down in front of her. "Keep painting, Princess." He said as he smiled at her. She nodded her head and gave him another hug.

Ciyle then started crying so, I went upstairs to put him down for a nap. After I put him down for a nap, I then made my way out of his room. Once I turned around to go downstairs, Shemar gave me a kiss. He then broke the kiss. "I miss you, baby." He said as he put my back against the wall. "I-...I missed you too." I told him as I looked him in his eyes. "I already know that." He said as he started smiling and held onto my waist. He then pulled my body close to his and started kissing my neck. I started blushing. "Let's go back downstairs before my baby girl comes up here looking for me." I said as I got lost into his kisses. "She won't." He said as he then pulled me into my bedroom and laid me on the bed. As he started back kissing me, he started to unfasten my pants at the same time. "Just give me 10 minutes..." He said as he then went lower with the kisses on my body. His kisses reached my inner thighs and....I didn't want him to stop.

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