Falling From The Floor

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CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

I went to go sit back down and fix myself after what happened between Shemar and I. I can't do this anymore and he's making it hard on me. Caiya then ran out of the room with a drawing in her hand. "Mommy look!" She said in an excited voice. I looked at the drawing and smiled at it. "It looks beautiful, baby." I said as I hugged her. She looked so happy and was smiling from ear to ear. "Okay Baby. It's time to go. Go and get your things and come back." I said as I stood up. Cai then went to get her things. As she came back, I helped her get her things out to the car.

IN THE CAR

I looked back at Cai and she was still looking at her drawings. "Baby girl, did you enjoy yourself?" I asked her as I looked in the rear view mirror. "I did, Mommy. It was fun and I learned a lot." She said as she looked at me. I smiled. It was silent for a moment. "Mommy...." She said as she looked at me. "Yes, baby?" I said as I kept my eyes on the road. "Why didn't Daddy come with you to watch me today?" She asked in a sweet yet sad voice. "Daddy just had some things to do today, sweetheart. I know that you wanted Daddy to be there but some days he won't be able to. Daddy explained this to you last year." I said as I felt sad about all of this. Cai started to look sad in the backseat. "Baby girl, you wanna talk to him about this today?" I asked her. She shook her head. "No....I saw Shemar there too. He left and he didn't even say hi. I guess no one wants to see me draw anymore." She said as she looked out the window. "That's not true. He had to leave, baby. He came and he saw your drawing's and he loved them." I said. "Everybody is so busy. Then, after the baby is born...you guys will really be busy." She stated. "We are gonna talk about this tonight, Okay?" I said as I pulled into the driveway. We both went inside the house and Cai just went straight to her room. I could see that she wasn't too happy anymore. I then started to feel the baby kick and move around. "Ciyle....Calm down, Mommy's baby boy." I said as I touched my belly. I then started to feel nauseous and that was a surprise because so far- this pregnancy has been smooth. I hated this feeling but I had to go through it sometimes. I sat my purse down and I went to get some water, hoping that it would help at least a little. I then went over towards the couch and checked all of my social media. The house was pretty silent, I'm pretty sure that Cai was either working on her drawing or asleep.

3 HOURS LATER

"Babe..." I heard as I opened my eyes. Tony was home. "Why did you fall asleep on the couch? I'm pretty sure that you aren't comfortable." He said as he leaned down and kissed my cheek. "I don't even remember falling asleep. I was sleepy, I guess. All I know is, I wasn't feeling good." I said as I stood up. Tony grabbed my hand and as I stood up- he hugged me. "How did Daddy's Baby Girl do today?" He asked me as he held me in his arms. "She did good. That's what we need to talk about...." I said as I broke the hug. "What happened?" He asked me. "You weren't there. That's what happened, baby." I said as I went upstairs. He followed behind me. "I mean, we can all talk about it together." He said as we reached the top. "That was my plan." I said as I checked my phone. Tony then went to go check on Cai and she was fast asleep. Tony then came back in our room and took off his suit jacket and placed it on the edge of the bed. He then started to undo his tie. "Ciyle was kicking earlier." I said as I looked at Tony take off his tie. "Is he giving Mommy a hard time?" He asked me. "No. This pregnancy is way better than my first one, honestly. Im more comfortable." I said as I watched Tony walk over towards me. He then gave me a kiss. "What was that for?" I asked him as I kind got lost in the kiss that just happened. "I love you." He said as he looked at me and then started to kiss my neck. His kisses felt really good and loving. "I love you too." I said as I closed my eyes and took in his kisses. I then started to unbuckle his belt and he looked down at my hands as he did. After that, we went towards the bed and I started to please him. I was just happy to make my husband feel wanted again and I showed him that I still had it even though I was pregnant. I started to feel bad because I know that the last person that I made love to wasn't my husband, but my best friend. I don't want that broken feeling anymore. I just want Tony. Even after the things that Shemar said the other day....I can't do that. I've made my choice and my husband is who I will be with. He's helped me make two beautiful children and my family is what I want. I don't want it to be torn apart because of my best friend. I won't do that to myself and I won't do that for my family. I love Tony and I always have. I'm never gonna stop loving him either. We are doing better together and I just want my body to be touched by him. A touch isn't the same if it's not from your husband. Yeah, I was hooked but it makes me feel even more hooked when it comes to Tony because when we make love, it feels correct and not wrong.

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