Falling From The Floor

"Fake Shit."😳

   -Issa short one today 👑   

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW

"Damn, you still got it." Tony said as he looked at me. "Pretty much." I said as I went over to kiss him softly on the lips. We then took our showers. "Now come on before we are late picking up Caiya." I said as I patted his chest and went downstairs as he dried off his bald head from the shower (IM SORRY I HAD TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT HIS BALD HEAD 😂😂😭 let me stop. Let's continue.) "Alright." Tony said as he then came downstairs behind me. "Umm, listen Cheryl. I'm trying my best to do better for you and for Caiya. I've said some hurtful things to you and I do apologize for that. I was wrong to be unfaithful to you even if you did put me last. It wasn't right and it will never be right. Just bare with me?" Tony said as he held my hand and looked me in my eyes. He said that with the most soothing and sincere voice ever. I could see that he really meant what he said. Maybe things will start to get better. "I accept your apology. I also apologize because I've also said some bad things towards you. I was also wrong for putting you last. That's not where you're supposed to be. I neglected your heart and your feelings just to get what I needed to get done. I just got so busy that the only thing that really mattered was whether or not Caiya was fine and if I was happy. I would never want to put you in last place ever again. I'll bare with you, if you only bare with me?" I said as I then hugged him. "Of course ill bare with you." Tony said as he hugged me tightly and kissed my forehead. Then Tony said something that made me realize that he wasn't playing when he said the things that he did. "I love you more than anything. I love both of my girls. You and Caiya are my heart." Tony said as he looked at me. "I love you too, baby." I said as I looked at him. I haven't called this man baby since before I found out that he cheated. So, you know that my heart finally opened up to him a little bit more today. Not because we made love but because we both made a connection with our hearts today. We both showed some type of sensitivity for one another like we never have before. I was surprised that he even kissed me after we did what Jade told us to do. "Come on. We gotta go." Tony said as he laughed and guided me out the door. We jumped in the car and went to pick up Caiya. "Hey baby girl...how was school?" I asked her as she jumped in the car. "It was fine." She said as she smiled. Tony grabbed my hand and held it. I smiled at him. Caiya was just in the backseat looking and she smiled really big. "Alright! Who's up for movie night at home?" Tony asked us. "Meeeee!" Cai said with excitement! We got back home and we all got comfortable on the couch. Tony popped in a good movie and we all had fun and laughed. Tony had his arm around me and was close to me. Caiya had her head in my lap and watched the movie. I looked down at her and she looked so happy. Maybe all this time she did see the change in Tony and I. "I'll be back." I said as I softly picked up Caiya's head from my lap. "Where are you going, baby?" Tony asked as he grabbed my hand. "I'm going to start dinner before it gets too late. Caiya needs to be in bed soon." I said as he still held my hand and I stood in front of him. "Ok baby." He said as he smiled and let my hand go. I smiled at him. I went into the kitchen and washed my hands. I looked over and I saw Tony's phones vibrating. I asked myself- should I check it and see who wants his attention so badly? We just started getting better a little and I don't want to mess anything up. It vibrated again. "Shit." I said under my breath as I looked at it. I knew that I couldn't resist not seeing who it was- I'm from Brooklyn and I'm the only person who should be texting my man like this! So of course I checked to see who it was. I could see Tony from the kitchen. I picked up his phone and saw that it was....

Kaitlyn: Hey Tony, I miss you! Please text or call me when your wife is asleep.

Kaitlyn: Please remember

Kaitlyn: When will you be able to come over?

Kaitlyn: Why can't you just leave her? You should just divorce her, get a house for us and take Caiya away from her. She doesn't deserve you. 😩

I just started crying because I realized that this was the same Bitch that he was talking to a year ago. The same bitch that my man fell in love with. I went into the living room and trust me, I was crying and you could see on my face that I was mad as hell. I threw Tony's phone at his chest. "What the fuck is that?" I asked him. "Hey....hey. Caiya is right here." Tony said as he looked at Caiya. "Go to your room Cai." I said in an upset tone. Caiya ran to her room upstairs. "Now, explain this to me. What the fuck is it?" I asked him. "Wow." He said as he looked at the text messages. "Baby, all I said was hey to her earlier and I don't know- she just thought that I was coming back to her or something." Tony said as he looked at the messages and stood up in front of me. "What did you even think about talking to the hoe in the first place?" I asked him. "Cheryl, calm down. Stop being so angry. I don't know why. After the appointment, I was just upset and I needed someone to talk to. I could always talk to her about anything." Tony said. "Why wouldn't you just talk to your wife? Huh? Doesn't that make sense?" I said as I walked into the kitchen. Tony followed behind me. "Yes, but just stop ok. Why were you even in my phone." Tony asked. "I.....I had to check. It kept vibrating. Come to find out it was some bitch that wants you to leave me." I said as I looked at him. "I'm not leaving you." Tony said. "And how do I know that? What if you do still want her?" I asked him. "I don't." Tony said as he hugged me from behind and kissed my neck. I moved away from his kiss. I then removed his hands from my waist. "Damn. You really don't believe me." Tony said as he moved away from me. "I sure don't. You've hurt me too many times for me to trust anything you say." I said in a soft calm voice and looked down. Tony was silent. "Tony, how are we going to move on and have a better marriage when you're still texting women? I can't deal with that." I said as I lifted my head and looked at him. "You know what. Just divorce me already." Tony said. "Maybe I should because there is no such thing as a better marriage when it comes to you. I'm unhappy. I thought that we were getting better but I guess not." I said. "Cheryl, I just wanted to make love to you. That's all." Tony said as he looked at me. "What about what you said earlier?" I asked him as tears came falling down. "Fake shit. I was just playing along." Tony said as he laughed. "Ok." I said as I started crying even more. I grabbed my jacket and my keys and opened the front door. "I'm joking Cheryl." Tony said as he laughed. "No you weren't. Your bitch ass meant that." I said as I got in my car. "Fuck you too then." Tony said as he closed the front door. I just went for a drive to calm myself down. I already yelled at him in front of Caiya and if I had stayed, the argument would have gotten even worse. I stopped at a stop light and just started crying. I put my head on the stealing wheel and just cried my heart out. I was wrong to even think that everything was so perfect so fast. He said that he didn't mean what he said and that it was a joke. I don't joke when it comes to serious conversations. I had to get stronger for my baby and get my shit together. I might just leave his ass and move out. I wanted to stay for my baby but Caiya is going to do just fine with this all. I hope. The car behind me honked and I looked up to see that the light was green. I wiped my eyes and turned on some music. I started to feel better and to calm down. Now it's time to go back home.....even though I don't want to go back home knowing that Tony is still there. I have no choice though because Caiya is there. I have to be there for her and help be a parent. I will literally do any thing for her because she deserves the best. Right now, all I want to do is give her the best. The best is to do what I need to do and get out now.

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