Falling From The Floor

Keep It To Yourself...

             CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW 

"Thank you for that, Inaya." I told her as she handed me my phone.

"I'm not lying for yo ass anymore. He called twice." She said as we both sat on her couch.

"I know, I know. I need to stop." I told her as I put my hand on my head.

"Tuh. You should have said that last night in the bathroom when Shemar had his dick inside of you, Cheryl."

I rolled my eyes and realized that my migraine was slowly trying to come back.

"I-...I tried." I said as I put my hand on my temple.

"No...you didn't. You gave in. That nigga has you hooked..." Inaya told me.

"Let's not talk about this anymore. I've gotta go." I said as I stood up.

"I hope you two used a condom." Inaya said as she stood up with me.

"Inaya! I'm done talking about it. I'm a grown ass woman, alright?" I told her.

"Well...Alright, Cheryl. Anyways, you're good. He knew that you were "here and asleep"." Inaya told me.

"Thanks. I've gotta go. Tell my baby girl, Bre that I love her."

"Will do! Text me."

"Okay." I said as I left out of her house.

I took a deep breath as I opened the front door. I can't keep doing this. The feeling of self embarrassment filled my chest knowing that I made love to my best friend once again last night after I told myself that I wouldn't ever again. How can I be so weak for him? How could I not resist his kisses and the way his hands perfectly gripped my body? I've gotta stop.

I walked inside and realized that the house was silent. I looked around downstairs and saw nobody at all. I then made my way upstairs and down the hallways to check on Cai first. She's was sleep. I then made my way to the next room, Ciyle's room- I saw him in his nursery fast asleep as well. By the look of this, I knew that Tony probably took a nap as well. Once I made myself into our bedroom, it was silent and Tony was nowhere to be found. I took a breath, took off my shoes one by one and stood back up straight. Suddenly, I felt Tony's warm hands touch my waist from behind.

"I missed you last night." He said as he kissed my cheek from Behind. I closed my eyes. I always hated the fact that Tony wanted to touch me every time Shemar just finished touching me.

"I-...I missed you too." I said as I turned around to face him. He stood there and looked at me. Could he smell the scent of Shemar on me?
"How was Inaya's House?" He asked as he grabbed my waist.

"Eh, Fine. I could barely sleep though." I said as I forced a small smile.

"When did the kids go to sleep?" I asked him as I turned back around to face the bed, moved my hair out of the way and waited for him to help me take off my necklace.

"About an hour ago. Cai misses you." He said. I could feel his cold fingers touching the back of my neck as he slowly helped to undo the necklace. I looked at our bed and waited for him to finish.

"Here you go." He said as he handed me the necklace and started to trace his hands from my waist to my hips. I could read his thoughts already. I knew this man like the back of my hand. Without me even asking, He unzipped my dress for me from behind. As he unzipped it, the cold air from the room sinked in. Goosebumps appeared.

"Thanks." I said as I turned around towards him. As I turned around, he kissed me. I tried to hold my dress onto my body while in the middle of the kiss.