The Eighteenth Heart

Chapter Twenty-Six

CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX

It’s amazing how fast a person can change in just a matter of days or even minutes. It’s surprising how much they can mature in just a limited amount of time. I am one of those many people. I’ve matured.

Sa dami ba naman ng nangyari this past weeks, eh hindi ka ba magbabago? But I guess, kung mature ka, boring din ang life. Without any abnormality, life would be so boring. So I’ve decided to be a bit joyful about things. There’s no use for being deppresed about things and feeling sorry for yourself. I want to bring out the childish part of me. Even if I have to grow up.

Yeah.

(GROW UP by Paramore)

I told 'em all where to stick it

I left town with a dime to my name

I said, I'm done with all of my fake friends

Self-righteous pawns in a losing game

Got my band and a light that won't go out

Been burning since the day I was born

So I cried just a little then I'll dry my eyes

Cause I'm not a little girl no more

Some of us have to grow up sometimes

And so, if I have to I'm gonna leave you behind

Some of us have to grow up sometimes

And so, if I have to I'm gonna leave you behind

Stood in line for so long just to picket

Something I will never understand

Aren't you tired of always being mad at the world?

Won't you just admit you don't care?

And lady, I don't want your pity

So don't feel sad for me

I got a love I would die for and a song to sing

Maybe we're both just living out our dream

And some of us have to grow up sometimes

And so, if I have to I'm gonna leave you behind

Some of us have to grow up sometimes

And so, if I have to I'm gonna leave you behind

We get along for the most part

Me and reality, the light and the dark

We live alone, two different worlds

Me in a fantasy, you in your memories

But we get along

We get along

(For the most part)

We get along

(yeah, for the most part)

We get along

(For the most part)

We get along

(For the most part)

We get along

We get along

Some of us have to grow up sometimes

And so, if I have to I'm gonna leave you behind (leave you behind)

Some of us have to grow up sometimes