Kanan and Ezra One Shots

Hurtful Words

This takes place in the first episode of season 2.

Kanan's pov

"Why do you send us on so many supply runs?" I ask slightly annoyed.

"Since we have a whole fleet with us now, we need the supplies." Hera says.

I roll my eyes. "Yeah, because it's so great having the fleet with us."

"Kanan, why are you so negative every time I mention the fleet?" She asks me.

"Oh I don't know, I liked the way things were when we were by ourselves." I say.

"The Empire is more on our tail than ever. We need a bigger army to help us out." Hera says.

"Well maybe we just shouldn't fight in this war anymore." I almost yell.

Hera looks at me surprised I said that. I just walk away from her not caring about what else she has to say.

Ever since I got saved from captivity and joined the fleet, Hera and I have been having small arguments. Most of it is just careless things, but what we fight about a lot is the expansion of rebels with us.

It puts me in the worst mood. I just want to go back to the way things used to be.

I go into the common room to see Zeb, Sabine, and Ezra having a small conversation. When they see me, Zeb and Sabine make glares while Ezra just looks down.

"Why do you and Hera always have to fight?" Sabine asks me.

"Yeah, it's irritating to hear all the time." Zeb says joining in with Sabine.

Now they are against me, I know they are. "Look, it's none of your business alright?"

"It kinda is, Kanan." Sabine says.

I got annoyed. "It's not. You guys don't understand. Just talk to Hera or something, I don't care."

They both just shake their heads and leave the common room. I sigh angrily and sit down.

Ezra sits next to me, but I don't look at him. "Kanan, is there something wrong?"

Yes, everything. "Nothing that concerns you."

"It does concern me." He says. "You could tell me what's going on."

"I'm not telling a kid who's parents are dead my problems." I say.

He doesn't say anything else. When I finally look at him, I see Ezra's eyes fill up with tears. I immediately realized what I said.

"Ezra, I didn't-"

Before I could finish, he runs out of the room. I quickly chase after him, but he already gets to his room and locks the door.

I knock on the door. "Ezra, I'm sorry I didn't mean it. Please open the door."

He doesn't answer me. All I hear is his sobs. I must've really hurt him.

Deciding he needs some time alone, I walk away and go into my room. I cannot believe I said that to him. What have I become? I'll apologize when Ezra comes out of his room.

Time Skip.......

It's been three hours and Ezra still hasn't come out of his room yet. I tried to tell the crew about what happened, but they were still mad at me for how I was acting before. It only made me realize how big of a jerk I was today.

I'm in the common room again trying to make the time go by, when I heard Zeb banging on something.

"Kid, open the door!!! You've been in there for hours!!!" I hear Zeb shout.

I quickly make my way to Zeb to see him banging on the door.

"Kanan, can you get this door open? Because the kid won't answer me or come out." Zeb says.

I sigh and use the force to open the door. Once it's completely open, I expected to see Ezra in there..........but he wasn't.

Both Zeb and I stood there surprised.

"Oh, he's not in here. Why would he lock the door then?" Zeb asks.

I didn't see him anywhere around the ghost. So that means he ran off. Not a good thing at all.

I immediately leave Zeb in his confusion and head out of the ghost. I think I know where he is.

Ezra's pov

I sat down on the muddy ground staring at my parents graves. I made these for them when I was eight. Back then, I needed something besides our house key pass to remember my parents. So I made the grave for them.

I obviously couldn't get their bodies, but this had to do. I also made one grave for the both of them because I knew how much my parents loved each other. They probably wouldn't have wanted separate graves.

"Hello mom and dad, *sniff* I just wanted to tell you guys about the rebellion we are creating. We just joined a fleet so it's going good so far." I say while crying. "But Kanan is not acting like himself. He fights with Hera a lot and.....said *sob* something mean to me."

I was very hurt by what Kanan said before. It made me need to come here. I already came here to help myself decide if I should join the crew. I sometimes feel their presence and it usually calms me down in rough situations.

"I....I just wanted to help Kanan. I didn't mean to get in the way. But I always tend to do that, don't I?" I ask with tears in my eyes.

I just go into more tears and end up hugging the grave.

Before I could really cry, I felt a hand rub my back. I look behind me to see Kanan knelt down behind me.

I quickly look away so he won't see me crying. I told him about the grave I made for my parents, but I didn't expect him to actually come here.

Kanan and I don't say anything. He just makes me face him and pulls me into an embrace. I don't fight against it, but it makes me cry even more.

He rubs my back soothingly while I feel his shirt getting wet with my tears.

At that moment, I forgot everything Kanan said before. I just wanted him to stay with me here and comfort me.

When I finally calm down, I wipe my face dry and get out of the hug. I look at Kanan, who has the kind of face that tells me he didn't mean what he said before.

"Ezra, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that to you. I was just so stressed out and took my anger out on not only you, but everyone else." Kanan says finally breaking the silence.

"It's ok Kanan. I'm sorry for coming here without telling any of you guys." I say.

"I understand why you came here. Just make sure if you need to do something like this again, you tell one of us." He says.

I nod. I feel a lot better now. But my head still hurts from all the crying.

"You want to head back to the ghost? Because I need to say a few more apologies to the rest of the crew." Kanan says.

"Sure thing." I say.

We then stood up and walked back home. I took one last glance at the grave and then returned to following Kanan.

Before we were nowhere near the grave, I heard in my mind, "We love you, our son."

I pause for a moment, but then smile.

"Ezra, are you ok?" Kanan asks me.

"Yeah, I'm ok.........I'm ok."