Hot Mello (Book 1)

In L.A. (3)

NSFW

[Warning - For pretty much everything - drug use, prostitution, underage sex, rape, self harm, death, abuse]

So smile when they say 'it's only a dream'
And you'll get what is coming to you
In L.A. the dreams all come true

*Mello pov*

I spent a few weeks here with the mafia. I worked on the Kira case during the day, then "partied" at night, which meant more drink, drugs and sex. People either came to my room for sex or I was brought to clubs and forced to have sex with whoever wanted it there. I was never left alone so couldn't escape.

My fifteenth birthday came. Rod promised me a special treat and I stupidly believed him. My "treat" turned out to be sex with him. Unwanted of course. He was bigger and rougher than anyone I'd been with before. I was crushed under his body size and the pain in my ass was excruciating.

"Happy birthday, little slut." He said as he left me there crying.

I wanted to be back in Wammy's House, I'd gladly be last place at everything if only I didn't have to be here. I couldn't take anymore. I went into the small bathroom beside my room, found some blades and slashed the left side of my face. I was still naked so I cut all down my shoulder and side too. It numbed the pain and I hoped it made me too ugly for anyone to want sex with me anymore. I went back to my room and fell asleep.

I dreamt that Matt came into my room and held me as he spoke.

"Mello, you're stronger than this. Don't let them keep you down. You always fought back. I admired that about you. I loved that about you. Please fight them, for me. I love you Mello, I always have."

He faded away and I woke up crying. Matt. I'd hardly thought of him since I'd been here, it only hurt too much. I loved him too and I'd left him. I knew my dream was a sign and I had to find my way back to him.

I got dressed, marched up to Rod's room and banged on the door.

"Rod Ross, I want to talk to you!"

He opened the door with that stupid smirk on his face.

"Have you come looking for more?"

"No, I've come to tell you I've had enough. Fucking let me out of here right now. I mean it."

"Ooh scary little boy. Fine, you want out, I'll let you out. Come on."

I followed him to an exit. He nodded at the security man who disappeared. Then he beat the crap out of me before opening the door and throwing me out, literally.

"Don't come crawling back here either, you were fucking useless."

The door slammed and I picked myself up off the ground. I started walking, I wasn't wearing any shoes or socks, which reminded me of L.

L, I miss you. I even miss that stupid sheep Near. And Matt, I miss you the most. But I'm coming home to you now.

I could barely walk, I was in so much pain all over, but I had my determination and my spirit back.

Matt, I'm coming. Wait for me, please Matt.

I stopped to lean against a wall. I was shivering and the world around me was spinning.

Matt...

He was my final thought as I collapsed on the ground and took my last breath.