Boy Don't Cry (Mello X Matt)

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Mello pov

I walked into my apartment after work, threw my gun on the table and sat down.

"Hey, it's Christmas Eve!" Matt grinned at me.

"Whatever, I don't care." I shrugged.

"I have an early Christmas present for you, Mello."

I was about to tell him where to stuff it but he looked so pleased with himself as he held out the gift wrapped whatever. I took it and opened it to find some fancy chocolate. I forced a smile and thanked him, but I had no enthusiasm. I hadn't felt anything good in a long time. I was stuck in a fog of depression and I couldn't see through it. Honestly, once I caught Kira and finally beat Near, I was going to leave this world. I was tired of feeling worthless. Matt was the only reason I was still alive now but...

"There's something else in there too."

"Right, great thanks." I wasn't listening, even chocolate seemed pointless to me at this stage.

*Timeskip*

I was in a club, with lights flashing purple, pink and blue. I sat in a corner alone, crying and praying with my rosary beads for someone to save me, when a girl appeared and spoke to me.

"Lonely boy don't cry, it's such a beautiful night. I'll take you tanzen, all I want to do is tanzen."

"What is tanzen?" I asked.

"Like this." She smiled and started to move her body and I found myself smiling back. She beckoned me to join her so I did. Our bodies moved in sync as the pretty lights continued to flash. She was amazing, made out of lights in the darkness of my world.

When she leaned in and asked if I wanted to take her home, I smiled at her but shook my head.

"You're beautiful, but I already love someone."

She nodded and repeated the words "Boy don't cry."

She faded out, along with the lights and music. I blinked and looked around. I was in my own apartment.

"She's gone." I said in confusion.

"Who's gone?" Matt asked.

"The girl I was just dancing with."

"There was no girl, you've been dancing there on your own, Mells." He smiled at me fondly. "Since that tab I gave you kicked in."

"Oh...right."

"So tell me about this girl."

"She was the most beautiful woman I've ever seen."

"Ooh, did you have drug sex?" He laughed.

"No, I'm already in love with the most beautiful man in the world."

His eyes widened as I walked towards him. I sat down and kissed him.

"Really Mello?" I nodded. "Thank god. I love you too." He confessed.

[A/N - I don't encourage drugs at all, this fic is simply my own interpretation of this song

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[A/N - I don't encourage drugs at all, this fic is simply my own interpretation of this song. I've been singing it all week as the video just came out ~ Boy Don't cry by Tokio Hotel]

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