Hot Mello (Book 1)

The End

"I'll love you forever. And that's the problem."

I went to a fan meet up with a band I loved. Let's just say the band were called Lawlight, and Light and L were the members. I'd already met them a few times and they always remembered me. They messaged me online sonetimes, they'd actually messaged just the week before, to send love and hugs. I hadn't met them for ages though, so I was beyond excited. I loved them so much, they'd been the only thing keeping me going for a while during some bad times with my mental health.

I waited for them to arrive, and went straight over to say hello. They were hugging everyone and I waited for my hug. They were always very friendly and affectionate. But when it was my turn for a hug, they walked straight past me. They then ignored me the whole time I was there even when I stood directly beside or in front of them. It hurt so much, and I tried to convince myself I was imagining it, but I couldn't be. I knew I should confront them but I also knew I'd cry and I didn't want to cry in front of them. I still had some pride.

My phone rang and it was Mello.

"Well, how is it going?" He asked.

I smiled for the first time since I'd arrived here, just at hearing his voice.

"You couldn't leave me alone for one hour?" I was still smiling fondly.

"No, not when you're off meeting other hot guys."

"It's a fan meet, Mells Bells. It's not a date."

"Well, they might try to take you from me."

"Hardly. It's not going at all actually, they're completely blanking me. But it's ok, they don't have to talk to anyone if they don't want to."

"But they tweeted asking fans to meet them! They wouldn't do that if they don't want to talk to anyone."

"Well then, they don't want talk to me. It's fine."

He grunted and ended the call, and I went back to standing there by myself like an idiot, just in case. They wouldn't even look at me, and it reminded me of being in hospital with my parents so mad at me that they couldn't even look at me.

I spotted a blonde storming towards me.

"Yellow Mello!" I shouted and waved at him.

"Where are they?" He shouted as he walked towards me. "I'll fucking kill them."

Oh shit...

I grabbed onto his arm, "No, Mello. Just leave it. It doesn't matter. Let's just go home."

"It does matter! They hurt you!"

"Mello, please, don't say anything," I pleaded.

*Mello pov*

I was so ready to kill those guys, but Y/N was begging me not to. And then she collapsed on the ground.

"Shit!" I yelled, kneeling down beside her. "Wake up, Y/N, wake up!"

I shook her gently but she stayed passed out.

"Y/N, if you did something, I'll kill you myself."

One of the band guys came over and asked if she was ok.

"No she's not ok," I snapped at him. "Why are you pretending to care? You didn't care when you ignored her for the past hour!"

"But -"

"Just fuck off, before I punch you. I have to call an ambulance."

I took my phone and dialed.

"Hello, I need an ambulance. It's my girlfriend, she collapsed. She might have taken an overdose or something, I don't know, I wasn't here with her," I threw a dirty look at band guy. "Hurry please."

She woke up and tried to reach her arms out to me.

"Mello..." She moaned my name, then passed out again.

" It's ok, I'm here, "I whispered.

*Y/N pov*

I woke up lying on a hospital bed. I was in a cubicle in A&E (Accident and Emergency/ER - Emergency Room)

Mello was at my side. He called a nurse, who asked a few questions, checked a few more things, then let me leave.

He brought me to a restaurant, "You need to eat, girl and I'm too stressed to cook. Will you be ok to eat out?"

"You worried me," He said after we ordered. "I thought you od'd."

"No, I don't do that anymore. It was just the heat."

"You used to do it a lot though."

"Yeah but that was along time ago. You know, I used to feel so ill going to see Lawlight, that I wouldn't think I'd even make it to the venue. I was always so weak from not eating. I guess they made me happy, so I started eating again. But now... Well, I have you now, so it doesn't hurt as much as I expected. They know I ditched them for a lovely blonde anyway, I tweeted them about you enough times. "

We held hands across the table.

"My first time in an ambulance and I missed it."

He frowned, "I hope it was your first and last time. How have you never been in one with your history?"

I flashed him a dirty look before replying.

"I lived two minutes away from a hospital for most of my life. Also, no one ever noticed when I may have needed one. Or they were too busy for me even when they did."

"Wow. Well you can live with me and I'll take care of you now."

"You? With your history of blowing buildings up?" I laughed.

"Shut up, that was one time!"

I chuckled again before getting serious.

"But you're not real, Mello. Even if you were, you wouldn't want me. You're only interested in catching Kira, or to be specific, in beating Near. I have nothing to offer you. I'm just stupid, annoying, fat and ugly."

"Y/N, what are you talking about?"

"This is goodbye, Mello."

I stood up and turned to leave for the real world. He called after me but I only paused to say "Don't look back."

"Because if it didn't end, it was forever."