We can never take back what is gone
But Nicole, I really want to take you back. Bring you back here to Australia. I’m only 11 and I’m one of the unhappiest person in my year and I am pretty sure it isn’t good for an 11 year old—like me—to be feeling to unhappy at this age.
I miss you Nicole. I keep telling myself every day that maybe; just maybe, you might call or send a letter or something. It feels weird that you’re not around anymore. No more Sunday barbecues with you or those random pool days we would have.
I don’t do those things anymore and it’s because of the fact that I can’t do those things without you. I’ve become too used to doing them with you that I can’t find myself to do them without you.
Anyways, in school today I wanted to break down and cry. It was tutor time and the teacher had previously asked us to buy something. I brought in a teddy bear because I like teddy bears. Then she said that we had to give the gift to our best friend.
I just sat in the corner of the room and just stayed in my seat. And no one gave me anything. So I pretended that the teddy bear—that I was holding—was from you. But of course it isn’t.
I’m sorry for sounding emotional Nicole but it’s just how I’m feeling.
I still miss you.
Please come back
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She Looks So Perfect (Luke Hemmings)+ extras
FanfictionBOOK ONE IN THE NUKE SERIES “If you dont swim, you'll drown." 8 years ago Nicole left Australia to move to America with her father to pursue a sports career (thanks to her friend Luke). Since then she hasn't seen her best friend nor hav...
