Something tells me I should give up and just hate you. I have a feeling in me that is telling me should do just that. It’s because [with you gone] I’m in a lot of pain. A LOT. And I mean a lot. Too much to even express in words.
It’s getting worse and worse every day Nicole. It’s been about two years and a bit and it’s not getting any better and I just feel like I need to punch a freaking wall to let out the frustration of not having my best friend by my side.
It’s getting harder and harder each day to cope with your absence and I don’t know if I can carry on with life not knowing if you’re ok or not. You still haven’t sent anything and I would send you all these notes and things but no one knows where in America you are.
I wish I knew. I wish I did because I really want to talk to you. I miss you bestie and life just isn’t the same without you <3
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She Looks So Perfect (Luke Hemmings)+ extras
FanficBOOK ONE IN THE NUKE SERIES “If you dont swim, you'll drown." 8 years ago Nicole left Australia to move to America with her father to pursue a sports career (thanks to her friend Luke). Since then she hasn't seen her best friend nor hav...
