Hi. I’ve started to write less and less now because of the fact that I am close to clueless on what I can write about and if I were to write about something [relating to you] I want to refrain myself from writing while I have tears streaming down my face and my hand gripping tightly around the pen as I roughly scribble down my feelings.
I have learned to seem happy around my friends only because I want to avoid them asking me questions about why I looked sad and them asking me questions about why you haven’t visited and all that. I really didn’t want them asking me questions about my best friend, also the girl who is causing me a lot of pain.
You know what has been the one question running through my mind?
Why?
Why did you leave Australia? You never told me, You never told me the reason why you had to leave all you said was that you’re leaving and then that’s it.
I really want to know why you left. It may save me some hurt.
I miss you still Nicole <3
It’s actually killing me. It hurts. A lot.
If only I knew why you left. If only.
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She Looks So Perfect (Luke Hemmings)+ extras
FanficBOOK ONE IN THE NUKE SERIES “If you dont swim, you'll drown." 8 years ago Nicole left Australia to move to America with her father to pursue a sports career (thanks to her friend Luke). Since then she hasn't seen her best friend nor hav...
