Hey guys! First of all, I want to thank you guys so much for 2.6K reads!!!! That means so much to me especially since I've been away for so long, which brings me to my next thing. I am so sorry but those exams were really important to me. I'll let you know if I pass or nahh. Anyways, yeah that's pretty much it. Oh! PLEASE read the Author's Note at the bottom. It's super important and will clear up a few things. Enough talk, enjoy!
Chapter 51:
*Zayn's POV*
I can't believe she just left like that. Well, actually I can. She had every right to. I was such a dick to her. How I reacted was completely uncalled for and I deserve everything that's coming to me. The fact that she has breast cancer is just shocking for me and I didn't know how to handle it. Apparently, my body reacted before my brain could register it. Now she's gone and I'm left to sink in my guilt and misery, worrying about her. My two biggest worries are that she'll leave me and the baby. Unfortunately, I have no experience whatsoever taking care of babies but hey, I guess that's changing today. Haley doesn't either so we'll learn together. Haley....god, I miss her so much already. She means everything to me and I'm afraid I messed that up. The only reason I responded that way was because I was scared that I'd lose her. Breast cancer takes a lot of people and I don't want her to become one of them. If I lost her, I don't know what I'd do with myself. I'd be miserable without her; she's my world. I can't even take care of this baby without her. She's my support system and I'm hers. If she was gone, our baby's life would be shit. He'd be in a struggling household in a bad city and I couldn't raise him the way I want to, the way I need to. As if he could read my thoughts, he started crying from his crib. Panicky, I ran upstairs and burst into his room. "Hey come here buddy" I cooed, scooping him up in my arms. He wailed as I rocked him back and forth gently. "What's wrong little man?" I asked in a soft voice. He began crying harder in response. "You need your diaper changed bud?" I hushed him, laying him on the changing table. Taking it off, I cried in disgust. It smelled like shit but I'd have to deal with it for a few years. Acting quickly, I threw it away and put on a fresh diaper. It went pretty well for my first time. After washing my hands, I walked back to find him still crying. "What's wrong? Are you hungry?" I questioned, carrying him to the kitchen. Panic soared through my body. What if I couldn't get him to stop? I don't know what to do in case that happens. I tried jar after jar of food but he refused everything. I started crying from the stress. "I don't know what to do!" I screamed. He wailed harder. Pulling out my phone, I unlocked it and quickly dialed, praying she'd answer. "Please answer Hales. I need you" I whispered, waiting for her to pick up.
Author's Note:
As you may know, I am an eighth grader (soon-to-be high schooler whoop whoop!) and I have LOTS of tests. Well, I just found out that since I take 9th grade science (it's an advanced class), I have to take a high school test called the EOCT on Wednesday-Thursday 13-14th and that will block my writing schedule so I probably can't update on those days. I apologize in advance. I also have to take final exams on the last week of school ( May 19-22 I believe) so I probably can't update on those days either. I'm really sorry but school is crucial to me and I absolutely need to pass (I'm not struggling or anything but y'know what I mean) so I will update in between those dates and after them of course. Thank you all for being so patient and keep being the amazing readers that I know you are.
PS: This will also affect the updates of the books/imagines/prefs on my instagram page (its @1direction_isperfection if you wanna read them😉😉) so I apologize again for all the delays.
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