Complicated Love

Complicated Love-Chapter 7

Chapter 7: Complicated Love- The Kiss

*Zayn's POV*

Wow is all I can say after that make out session. Haley is just so amazing. She's an awesome kisser, smart, kind, funny, incredibly beautiful and just...perfect. I want to spend every second of the day with her. When I'm with her, it's like I'm completely safe and serene, like there's no problems. Unfortunately, there is one that folds into many other problems. We can't be public. We can't be free and open with each other in public. What we are doing is very illegal and I could very well get arrested. But I did it to myself. I'm the one who said we should have a secret relationship. I put myself and her in danger. Yet, I don't regret it at all. It is very much worth every consequence to be with her. She's special. When I'm with her, I get these weird butterflies and I get really nervous. My hands start to sweat and shake, as well as my body, and I get this warm feeling in my heart that spreads all over. I don't know what's going on. I never feel like this. I usually just get the girl, get in her pants and then dump her. But with Haley, I don't want that. I want to make her happy and smile and laugh. I want to be with her all the time and love her and console her and touch her. I also don't want her to know my reputation which is why I'm just going to hide it from her. Why do I feel this way? This is freaky. I need to talk to my mate Liam about this. He'll know what to say. He always does. Good thing he teaches here too. I'm gonna call him. I dialed his number and put it up to my ear. "Hey Zayn whats up man?" Liam greeted me cheerily. "I need to talk to you. Meet me in my classroom" I instructed. "Sure thing I'll be there in 10 seconds. I'm right across from your room" he laughed. He must be visiting Harry. "Cool man thanks" I answered. "Of course. Hey, cool if I bring Harry?" he asked politely. Hmm. Well I can trust him. Why not? "Sure" I replied. "Alright great. Thanks see ya" he finished, hanging up. I seriously needed their help. I don't know what's wrong with me but I'm determined to find out.

Continued Ch. 7:

*Haley's POV*

That was one heck of a make out session. It was so amazing. Fireworks were exploding everywhere and I got crazy butterflies with him. I really think he's someone special, someone to hang on to. I haven't felt this way in my life and it's pretty exciting. Even though we have to hide, I think that makes it even more special. You know, we get the warm feelings of being together and the rush of hiding it. I just hope he feels the same. I hope that he's falling for me just like I'm falling hard for him and I'm not just a retard in love thats going to get her heart broken. I hope my roommates aren't here. No offense or anything, but I need to talk to Zayn to see if we feel the same way. I reached my room and to my luck, my roommates aren't here. Good, now I can make that phone call. Just as I was about to, I got a call from Zayn. "No I'm not telling her!" I heard Zayn say. Not telling me what? "Why? It's better if she knows" I recognized as Professor Styles's voice. "Because she'll hate me! She'll dump me if she finds out" Zayn argued. I started getting scared. He must have butt dialed me. There's no way he knew I was listening. "You have to tell her!" Professor Payne cried. "No! I know I'm a player but she cannot know!" Zayn yelled. I hung up the phone after that with tears in my eyes. I didn't need to hear any more. I'm obviously just a girl he strung along that he'll eventually use and dump. I cried into a pillow as I poured out my feelings. I like him so much. I thought he did too. How could he do this to me? All of the sudden, my roommates burst through the door. Crap, crap, crap! "Yeah it was so-oh my god Haley what's wrong?" Evelynne asked concerned as she rushed to my side with the rest of my friends. "I-I got a a ph-phone call from Z-z-zayn" I blubbered into Danyelle's shirt as she hugged me. "What happened?" Caroline asked gently. "He butt dialed me and I o-overheard h-him talking to Harry and Liam" I stuttered. "What did they say?" Evelynne asked. "They were talking about Zayn be-being a player and h-how he can't tell me!" I cried, sobbing louder into Danyelle's shirt. "He's going to dump you?" Danyelle asked, stroking my back in sympathy. "I th-think so" I sobbed. "Awww sweetie I'm sorry. I know you really like him" Caroline apologized. "I know" I mumbled. "Maybe you misunderstood. Maybe he isn't planning on doing it but didn't wanna tell you cause you'd get the wrong idea" Evelynne pointed out. "I guess but why would he not have warned me when we were hooking up and why would he be so freaked about it?" I argued. "I don't know boo. I think you should talk to him about it" Danyelle said. "When?" I asked, drying my eyes as I fixed my makeup until I looked normal again. "Now. See if you can go in his office" Dany replied. "I suppose. Will you toss my phone?" I agreed. "Sure here" Caro responded. "Thanks" I replied. I cleared my throat and shooed them away as I dialed even though I knew they'd probably listen through the door anyway. "Hey Haley" Zayn chirped happily. "Hey Zayn can we talk in your office?" I asked calmly though I was scared inside. "Sure why?" he asked. "Just to ask you something that needs to be said in person" I replied nonchalantly. "Okay....how about we meet in 5?" he asked suspiciously. "Okay bye" I hung up. I was nervous I admit but it had to be done. Just to confirm my suspicions, I elbowed the door to Dany's room. "Oww!" they cried. I knew it. "You can come out now snoopers" I teased chuckling. "Hey! It was Dany's idea to listen" Caro protested. "Whatever. How much did you hear?" I asked. "All of it. Good luck. You better go you have 2 minutes to meet him" Evelynne admitted ashamed. "Okay see you later" I replied, hugging them before I left. It only took that much time to get to his office. Right on time, I knocked on the door. I've never been so scared in my life.