Purity | j.jk✔️

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Later that night
10pm

I held the phone up against my hear, listening to the soothing sound of Yoongi's voice over the rain that pattered against the windows.

"I'll talk to you later," He said.

"Okay."

"I love you, Kitten."

A red tone grew over my cheekbones.

"H-Huh?" I stuttered.

"I love you?" He repeated.

"Sorry," I quickly said before ending the call.

I sighed deeply, opening Snapchat on my phone. I rolled over in my blankets, snuggling against the soft pillows. Looking at my bright screen, I clicked on Liz's Snapchat story.

I wanted to get that out of my mind. I don't wanna fall for him. I wasn't—

My heart felt heavy at the sight I saw. She took a picture of Jane and Jungkook standing in the rain, hand in hand. A sour ache settled in my heart as I dropped my phone on the side of my bed. Tears landed on the screen seconds later as I sobbed.

I loved him. I miss him. I love him.

I picked up my phone, feeling desperate. I put my thumb over my camera, thus taking a picture of a black screen. With no remorse, I typed the caption, "-_- i miss you" and posted it on my story.

Now I was gonna look like an attention seeker. But at least he'll see it, and maybe get the idea that it's him. Even though I fucked up everything... I just want him to know. And give me somewhat closure.

Out of boredom, I went to my friends list and refreshed it. Jungkook's name popped up, signifying that he'd just posted something. As I pecked my thumb against the screen, a spring bounced in my chest.

"Just let me love you?" I whispered desperately, tears escaping the corners of my eyes.