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CHAPTER 20

"Minji . ."

The girl cautiously turned around, knowing which person that voice belonged to, after all she could never forget the voice of an angel, who wouldn't?

Leave me alone, Jihoon.

She composed herself, trying to keep her emotions all together. The girl promised herself she would never cry for anyone not worth her tears and he certainly wasn't, right? "Y-yes? You need something? . ." Minji asked, avoiding eye contact.

After what happened yesterday, she never really wanted to see his face ever again eventhough they're friends, he still hurt her. What did his new girl ever have that she didn't? That question kept lingering inside her mind while crying herself to sleep.

But the real question is, who is she?

"Can we talk somewhere else? Privately?" Jihoon softly asked, his fingers brushing gently against the back of her hand, attempting to grab it. Minji caught on to what he was trying to do and hastily removed her hand from his soft touch.

Though she missed his warm hands, she wasn't going to let her feelings take over her this time, not today.

+a/n: chONG JOJUN BALSA !

She did a quick head dip indicating that they could, Jihoon forced himself to smile before leading the way, out of the noisy school building and in front of the outside basketball court, beside the bleachers.

"Isn't this nice? Peace and quiet. You know, I brought you here because I know how much you love quiet pla-" "Cut to the chase Jihoon, I'm not here to talk about memories that I already erased from my mind." Minji rolled her eyes, she was honestly suprised at her own attitude. It was like she became the second Daehwi.

Jihoon stiffened at her arising anger, he should've knew. "I'm really sorry with what I did to you . ." He sighed, lowering his head.

Silence then engulfed the both of them, Jihoon lifted his head to see an unimpressed Minji, "Is that what you wanted to say?" She asked, crossing her arms over her chest. The boy nodded, somewhat feeling nervous.

"Okay, case closed. I've heard what you wanted to say." Minji shrugged before turning to leave. Jihoon furrowed his brows, he did not expect this to escalate like that. He was not having any of her stubborness, "Aren't you going to say anything!?"

Minji stopped her tracks, smirking before turning to face him.

"What am I supposed to say? 'I forgive you'?" She chuckled before putting a serious expression, "You think it's that easy to forgive someone who has hurt you so much? Welcome to reality."

Jihoon looked down at his shoes, how could he be so clueless? He should've known that earning someone's forgiveness and trust was a hard thing to do, he needed to prove himself.

"'I would never hurt you.'? I believed that crap! I trusted you, you promised you would never hurt me but you did the exact opposite! How am I supposed to forgive you? Huh?" She scoffed.

"I want to forgive you because I love you but no, I need to stand up for myself as well . . have you ever thought what I would feel? Clearly you didn't." Minji continued, she lied, her emotions were taking over her again, she could feel her tears pooling again.

"I'm sorry-" "Stop! Stop saying sorry when you don't even mean it!" Tears once again slowly rolled down her cheeks, her emotions taking complete control.

"Tell me . . who is she?" She softly asked, her voice cracking as she wiped her tears. He took a deep breath, "Rae . ." Jihoon needed to get himself ready.

Minji tilted her head, not knowing whether she really heard right but that didn't matter, "So it makes sense . ." She started off, a bulb switching on on top of her head. Jihoon's head shot up, now it was his turn to be confused.

"That's why you declined my offer, so you could spend more time with your new girlfriend at the hospital instead of me? Right? What did she ever have that I didn't?!" "It's not that-"

She chuckled, cutting him off, "That's why you asked me if I trusted you."

"I truly did Jihoon, I trusted you to do good not some other crap that would break us apart! Oh, wait, you never even liked me to begin with. Why am I even fighting for something that's not worth fighting for?" Minji shook her head.

Jihoon stepped forward and pulled her in to a tight hug.

Just this once, I'll let this go. After all, it's the last time I'll ever feel your warm touch again.

She cried on to his chest, her arms remaining by her side, she missed this so much. Don't make me want you even more, I'll only get my heart broken over and over again.

"I'm tired of being played Jihoon, I'm tired, my heart is tired. Please give me a break." Minji whispered, her body still not pulling away from his, he was like a magnet.

After a couple of minutes, Minji forced herself to pull away, the cold engulfing her body once again. She looked up making eye contact, "I hope the two of you are happy." And with that, she left, tears rolling once again.

He could hear the sobs she was trying to hold back, it pained him.

As Minji walked futher enough from him, she leaned over gripping the hem of her skirt as tears fell down on to the cold hard ground, "I hate you so much . ."

Why did you fall in love with another person when I'm right here? It's my fault isn't it?

Woojin witnessed what just happened between the two of them, he jogged over to Jihoon, confused as ever. "Dude, that was uncalled for! Why did you do that?" He asked.

Jihoon sighed, "I just pitied her so much, my heart couldn't take it anymore." "I know you do but let her be, she needs time, Jihoon. She needs space." Woojin patted his friend's back.

"You don't know how hard it is to do that." He sighed once again. "Have you ever thought about how she felt?" Woojin asked,

I can't believe I let this happen but, I think I'm in love with Minji.

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mic drop remix is fucking lit yall theres more english part and im willing to learn it so i can rAp it ye boi.

anyway im not ready for wanna one beautiful performance ver omgkdjdk. i finished my exams for this week yaaaa, so today is my relax day lmao.

dont worry yall im drinking more water so that i dont get headaches ! <3