Cameron's pov
I can't believe she is gone. I loved her so so much. Its all my fault. Im the one that didnt stop her.
" Cameron. Dude. What are you doing?" Matthew asks looking at hand. I look down to see my fingers shaking like crazy.
" N-nothing. Nothing at all" I move my hand behind my back. We continue to walk back to the house. I take a big gulp.
" Why are we just... Leaving her?" Nash sighs as he stops walking.
" We planed her funeral. Im pretty sure its in 2 days" Matt says.
"When did you plan it?" I ask looking at him.
" I think when you were crying your eyes out in the bathroom. We want to get it done and over with" he replies. We all continue to walk.
" How are we going to go to Magcon with out feeling like shit?" Shawn asks. I forgot about Magcon.
" Shoot, what day is it today?" I ask.
" Monday May 19th" Gilinsky replies.
" Crap, its tomorrow. I forgot about it. I was to focused on Tia" Nash says. Jesus. The sound of her name brought tears to my eyes.
" Cameron, dude. Its going to be ok" Johnson tries to calm me down.
" NO ITS NOT. YOU DIDNT LOVE HER AS MUCH AS I DID. IT FUCKING HURTS TO HAVE THE ONLY LOVE IN YOUR LIFE DIE!" I shout making him backaway.
" Sorry." I look at the ground. I put my hands in my pockets and I speed walk back home feeling hopeless. How am I supposed to go to Magcon feeling like im a killer?!
- Magcon -
The boys and I are backstage getting ready. Shawn is practicing his Cameron Dallas song. I smile. Matthew is tweeting. Aaron and Taylor are doing who knows what and the Jacks are gossping.
- YES I KNOW MAGCON DOSNT HAVE SOME BOYS, IM WRITING THIS TO MAKE PPL FEEL GOOD AND THINK THAT MAGCON IS STILL A WHOLE FAMILY-
I sit on the couch tapping my foot constantly. Nash sits beside me.
' Calm down. Its going to be fine. You're going to do alright!" he says smiling. We hear Bart start talking into a microphone on stage. We all stand up to get ready to make our entrance.
" YOU'RE FAVOURITE VINER... NASH GRIER!" He yells. Nash runs out the door. Girls go crazy. We all giggle.
" NEXT UP, YOU'RE WONDERFUL SINGER..... SHAWN MENDES!" He yells. Shawn runs out smiling. Girls go crazy again.
" NEXT IS THE ONE, THE ONLY... MATTHEW ESPINSOA!!" He yells again.
He yells everybody out 1 at a time. Im last.
" LAST IS THE ONE, THE ONLY...CAMERON DALLAS!" He yells. The girls go insane. I dont move. I stay where I am.
" Cameron Dallas!" Bart yells. I dont budge. The girls go quiet. I feel my eyes tear up.
" Dont cry Cameron. Dont cry" I say closing my eyes. Whiping my tears away. I take one step foward. Thats it. I cant move anymore. The door opens. Nash walks in.
" Cameron, you're up" he says stoping when he sees me.
" I cant go out there Nash. I just cant" I cover my mouth.
" Be right back" he runs back out. The girls scream for me. When they see Nash they stop. I look out the door to see him talking to Bart.
" Ok, girls. If you want to see Cameron, you're going to have to scream his name." Bart says.
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