It didn't take long after I'd locked up the house and switched off most of the lights we were back lying on my bed. Jamal was lying up on my pillows and I was lying up against his body so our faces were close. Our hands found there way and I let Jamal sneak his hand up under my shirt. it felt weird at first but then I got to liking it. I ran my hands up under his shirt, feeling his abs as I ran my fingers along his bare skin. He moaned a little as our tongues danced and I knew he was getting turned on, which I must admit my dad was right although we weren't really trying to have sex or anything, things escalated quickly and before I knew it I was straddled over his torso with a little help from Jamal. My hands had cupped his face and we were kissing very passionately. His hands found there way up my shirt again as one held the lower part of my back in hand the other played with my breasts. I couldn't help myself as i reached down and tugged on the bottom of his shirt making him reach down and pull it off. My eyes came out of my head. His body was so tanned and lean, he chuckled as I sat there staring. I looked at him with a slight blush on my cheek "I'm sorry Ja but.." he placed his finger on my lips and then wrapped a hand around my neck, pulling me down to him
"Come here" he whispers seductively and I obey.
Our lips meet and the sparks fly and within moments I'm lost in lust or love either way. I'm gone!
Dad came home but Jamal had to go, he promised me he'd come over at lunch to take me out to make up for a few things, even though I told him he didn't have too. He said he wanted too. I was asleep when dad came past my room and checked up on me. I was almost asleep when he came in as I stirred "Hey" he said softly
"Hey" i replied sitting up.
"Look I'm sorry about me and the whole speech thing about using protection but I just don't want you to do something you're not ready for yet" "Dad, Jamal and I want to take it slow. He's had sex before and I haven't I've told him I'm scared and that I don't want too unless I know for sure that we are in love or at least I think we're in love as it's a big decision that I won't take lightly" he looks at me and smiles
"I know I should trust you but I remember what it was like being young with hormones so just be careful okay. things can get out of hand all before you know it"
"I know dad. It nearly has I wont lie but we've been good to say no to each other okay and thanks for understanding" he nods
"Oh by the way. Helen and I want to talk to you girls tomorrow about something as it affects us all?"
"Okay" i yawn and dad kisses my cheek
"Goodnight honey"
"Night dad" I lay back down and fall into a deep sleep of sweet dreams of Jamal and I together.
Jamal cam over at 11.30am and dad said it was alright to go but I had to be back by 4 the latest as him and Helen wanted to talk so off we went. Jamal took me to a cafe where we ate lunch and talked. It was nice just sitting there the 2 of guys talking and mucking around like a normal couple. His eyes dancing as he spoke to me, it was cute and I loved every minute of it "Ja about last night" I say shyly and almost at a whisper and he looks at me
"Yeah?"
"Well I was thinking how fast it went to where it did and i thought that maybe we should..." he looks at me with wide eyes
"No!" he almost shouts, staring at me with wide eyes.
I look at him and he repeats "No, we're not ready Brook. trust me okay maybe wait...we should wait!" I was shocked here i was thinking things were going great to the point that I'd even like to go all the way and here he is backing out scaring the shit out of me.
