Things have been good between us all. i don't know why but they have. i even don' t mind sitting at the table with April, Lily, Max and Felix plus I think I missed them. April even has Toby sitting with the group now and they are actually dating - go figure. Maybe she just hadn't meet Mr Right yet? But they looked loved up and Lily and Felix have been getting closer leaving poo Max to fend for himself but I've been told that he has the hots for Jamal's cousin Angel - ring a bell! Yeah well it could be a fight for affection between jasper and Max. I'd take jasper hands down, his mysterious eyes and his luscious lips I'd have them any day and the way he looks at you is like you're the only one. He's a little romantic at hand - remember the date Jamal stood me up with and jasper took me out yeah well if I wasn't still trying to be with Jamal. Jasper would have won my heart that night, he's such a sweetie pie and just little things he says and does which I guess is why we've kissed a few times now. He just melts my heart and - Gawd why am i thinking about him like this. I haven't had a sex day dream or dream about him for a while now but I do occasionally but I'm sure Jamal doesn't think of just me while sleeping and who can blame me both of these guys or gorgeous. I see Jasper walking up smile on his face which makes me smile. I hook my arm with his and he leads us to our tree - yes our tree. i don't care who sits at it at recess or lunch but in free periods it's ours. No one comes close and when they do. i gnarl at them!
After we'd sat down and my head was on his stomach - like always. Reading a book. I decided it was now or never. never is my first option but he'll know when he sees me all the other times we've done something he's noticed and it drives me crazy on how he does it. I turn slightly and look at his face, half of it is covered with his sun glasses which annoys the shit out of me because I can't see if he's looking at me or not. "Jasper" i whisper and I see his eyebrows raise but he doesn't say a thing so is he looking or ignoring me.
So I reach up and tug on his sun glasses
"Hey?" he whines and I giggle
"Jasper. i nee dot speak to you about something?!" he looks down at me and his eyes are soft and to die for.
i smirk inside knowing I'd love to just grab that cute face and kiss those lips - argh he's driving me crazy with his cuteness! I shake off the idea and continue what I have practiced over and over again in my head to him. "Jasper. Jamal and I have booked a hotel room for this weekend to you know what and I just want you to be happy for my on making this decision so please don't judge!" it was rushed but he heard every word and sits up
"What? Why?" he asks and I laugh at him wondering how he heard all that jumbled together like that.
He looks at me seriously "B, you're not ready!"
"Jasp, it's not up to you to decide and yes I think we're ready. we've been together a while now and know each other for years. i think I'd know if I was ready or not"
"Whose idea was it?"
"Mine" I say proudly - and it was.
After the last interaction we had I almost made him go through with it but he stopped us and asked if I was ready to take it to the next stage. i said yes without hesitating and like i thought even if we do break up at least it was with a good friend and I'll have regrets. "No, like who said I'll book the room"
"Jamal, why?" he frowns
"B, you should be careful. i still don't trust he guy!"
"Why, he hardly hangs with April since Toby is around and Lily and Felix look like they've hooked up leaving you and max to fight for Angel!" he blurts out laughing.
i'm hurt by his actions - why is he laughing at me and so hard like? "What are you laughing at?"
"You, everyone. None of you have figured it out yet have you?" and I look at him
"Figured out what?"
"Angel doesn't like me. She doesn't like guys period!" my mouth drops open and I look at him
"Bullshit!" he shakes his head
"Nah seriously. She uses me to get to her girlfriend. We have an understanding, if you know what I mean?" I'm confused, what could a lesbian give Jasper, if she doesn't like guys?
"What sort of understanding?"
"Well i have needs and she's bisexual but prefers girls over boys so she does things for lifts. her girlfriend is cool with it. They even offered a threesome but I knocked it back. Although one day after I'd had my first experience I'll accept but depends if the girl I love hangs around long enough?" what hold the fuck up, did he just say the girl he loves.
Who the hell does he love? Is he hiding something from me. i narrow my eyes at him "You love someone?" he smirks with a slight touch of pink in his cheeks
"Really who?"
This has me stumped, who could he be in love with when he's never had a girlfriend this whole time or is he doing the secret love thing behind my back when here I am telling him my most deepest secrets. WTF! he lays back onto his bag with his arms folded behind him and I jump on him, no more like straddle him. Holding his arms to the ground with mu face in his I ask - no more like whisper "Who do you love Jasp. Whose stolen that heart of yours? Come on give me her name?" he smirks at me and shakes his head
"I'm not telling no matter what!"
"Really!" I say giving him the evil eye.
Now if I remember all those times being with Jasper I reckon that I could tickle him because I know he's ticklish. Then he might spill the beans? I grip my hand on his ribs and his eyes start to grow and I warn him "Tell me who it is?"
"No" he says shaking his head "I can't!" he cries as my fingers dig into his ribs and I start the tickling process.
His laughter roars out and I laugh at him as he tries to move from under my grip "Tell me Jasp or I'll keep going"
"Not if I get you off, then you better watch out!" he growls at me and I gasp
"You wouldn't" I beg and he nods
"Oh B, I would and now that you've started I can't stop what is going to happen to you!" I smirk at him and say
"Well I best tickle you as much as I can before you get out of my grip" I tickle him and he squirms around until he gets his hands loose and then I quickly jump up and run.
I run as fast as i can go not looking back because I know who is right there and I can't let him get me "JASPER DON'T" I scream as I run and I don't hear him say anything but I know he's there because I can hear his quick breathing and feet on the ground.
I make a quick turn to throw him off but instead I end up in his arms. his engulfs me and picks me up off hte ground so my feet aren't touching "JASPER!" I scream and he chuckles in my ear
"Now what are you going to do?" I laugh as he holds me tight to his body
"Don't do it Jasper! Don't you dare!"
"Oh I like dares B. you should know me by now" one of his hands reaches around and holds me close to him while the other starts to tickle my sides.
I scream out "JASPER DON'T I'M GOING TO PEE MY PANTS!"
"Even better" he says tickling me more.
I can feel it - it's coming. I cross my legs and Jasper pisses himself laughing "You were serious?"
"YES!" I cry out and he stops then keeps laughing at me
'It's not funny"
"oh but It is"
"No it's not!" he hugs me and kisses my cheek, making my cheek heat up from his touch
"Oh B you're blushing" he says into my ear and I try hide my face.
