After dinner he finally let me drag my sorry arse to bed and i was sorry and he was right. I didn't want a baby or to be like all the other girls out there my age. I'd let my guard slip down and I wasn't going to let it happen again. I was going to be more careful on how we interacted with each other and how far we were taking things. This was a real wakeup call and I was glad in some ways that it'd happened and embarrassed for the others. Jamal came over cautiously the next morning, first checking that my dad wasn't home. I nodded, he didn't come in. He stood outside and waited for me to grab Emily and her bag and wait for the bus. Emily had been quiet all morning and I don't know if that was a good thing or not? We finally get outside and I lean up against Jamal on his car, his arms firmly around me holding me to him. He was whispering things in my ear, making me blush and smile when Emily turns around and says "Dad thinks you too, are having sex! I heard him talking to Helen after he sent me to bed" I was again feeling humiliated.
Jamal held me tightly and told me not to worry about it but I was worried. I didn't want my dad to think I was some whore sleeping around. I was still his pure little girl "Well we're not!" I snapped at her and she glared at me
"Yeah well, the way you were acting and what you were doing on MY trampoline looked like you were having sex there on it!"
"Well we weren't. We were kissing and then some" i whisper the last part and she looks at me
"And what?" she asks like a smart arse
"Nothing! Here comes your bus please don't go telling all your friends?"
"Too late. I rang Stacey last night and told her everything. She wanted me to ask if it hurt." I jump at her and she giggles louder as she runs to the gate.
Frank pulls up and waves, so I wave back. Emily runs on the bus and down to the window and then pretends to kiss the glass as they drive off. I'm so angry right now but all I can hear is laughter from behind me. I turn around and find Jamal laughing but its short when he sees me glaring at him "This isn't funny! She's not funny!" I yell at him and he moves away from his car and to me.
Grabbing both my hands and making me look at him "You're sister is cute and I get it. You were sprung, it’s embarrassing but we can get through this. We just need to prove too you're dad that we can behave when together" for some reason he actually made sense.
I look at him and nod "How are we going to do that?"
"I'll get mum to invite you's over. I already told her what happened and she had a giggle and said 'Poor Brook, she needs her mother at times like this. Not an over protective father' she gets it. We're young and in love. We want to experiment!"
"Experiment! Maybe you do but I nearly didn't want you to stop yesterday and that scares the hell out of me. I've never felt like this before" he looks at me and hugs me while kissing my forehead
"It will take time and we've got plenty so let my mum work her magic and he'll love you and me again and let us be alone and hey maybe what he's so scared of happening might happen one day?" I pull back and look at him
"You're serious? There's no way I'm getting back to what we displayed for my dad in a hurry so you can swipe that from your brain!" he pouts "Oh come on Brook. When two people love each other its' natural to want to take the relationship to the next level?"
He was right and I knew that sooner or later I'd want to get back to where you were. It was just a matter of time and when my dad would trust us enough to let it go that little bit further. My stomach erupts with butterflies just thinking about it and he kiss me softly on the kiss "Come on. We're going to be late" I nod and follow him to his car.
