Getting in the car with Niall, we headed towards McDonald's for some on the go breakfast. Leaving the drive thought we headed towards our normal route to my new school. "Hey Lux wanna feed me?" I giggled at the fact that Niall wanted me to feed him, while he driver, but I reluctantly agreed.
"Open wide," I giggled while popping some chips into his mouth. Then I fed my self. After about 15 minutes of repeating that exact thing Niall then turned around asked if I could clean his teeth. Of course I agreed and we do this that regular we have our own toothbrushes in the car. Pulling out mine and Niall's toothbrush I dipped them in mouth wash and stuck them in mine and Ni's mouth.
About 20 minutes later we arrived to the school. Niall pulled as close to the entrance, so I didn't have to walk as far. Leaning over I gave Niall a kiss on the cheek and said my good buys.
Seeing the range rover speed off I stopped for a minute and tilted my head upwards, beacon hill high, London. Yeah more like beacon hell high, London. I walked over to the entrance and pulled out my student id, swiping it to register that I've came to school. As soon as the registering machine approved I walked down the hall and towards my locker. 77, 78, 79, 80. Reaching my locker I pulled out my student id again and swiped it. My locker unlocked and as I opened the door I seen a little piece of paper slip out. I bent over and picked it up.
Turning the paper over I started to read what it said. ~dear little sluty Luxie. You come to this school and make out your the perfect little girl, the one that would never hurt a fly, but we know the truth. Your the reason your daddy's dead, and as for your mother you killed her, as she had to put up with you. And now your living with Harry and Niall, from what I've been told, your their little sex slave. So stop thinking your perfect because your far from it. Why don't you do us all an good deal, and kill your self all ready. Lots love~
I looked around as I quickly shoved the paper n my bag and just tried to ignore it. The bell rang, indicating that first period has started. I jogged off down the hall, towards the stairs and made my way to the English block. Arriving I swiped my card again to register and then I walked in. The class was all ready there and had already started.
"Gosh miss Payne, your looking even more sickening then the other day." One of the girls yelled out and then the unbearable was said "if your dad saw you right now, he would have killed himself over again."
I was now pissed I got up from my desk and chucking the chair on the floor as I let my tears slip out. "Youse can all get fucked!" I ran out of my class, running as fast as I could. Just wanting everything to blow over me.
I ran out the door and down the back of the school, I collapsed behind an old shed and just let it all out, crying and screaming as loud as I could. Settling down I could only think of one thing that could possibly help out. I pulled out Liam's journal and flicked it to the next entry.
2013-30-08
