Time Heals Everything

Chapter 39

"Im sorry Jacob." I said looking up at him as I lay in the back seat with my head on his lap
"You didnt do anything." He said wiping the tears away
"This will be number three and number four." I said as the tears fell faster
"Hey shut up. You dont know anything." He said trying to calm me down but failing
"I just found out though." I said sobbing at this point
"We are here." JJ said pulling in front of the hospital and Debra went out to get a wheelchair
"Im sorry." I said still sobbing as he placed me in it
"Please stop. I hate seeing you like this." Jacob said kissing my temple and walking me in
"Is she here?" I asked looking around
"Britt." I heard come from behind the front desk
"Dr. Robinson, something is wrong." I said before going back into sobbing
"Calm down. Lets get you into a bed." She said taking over from Jacob and pushing me to a more private area
"Can we be alone please?" I asked JJ and Debra to to give us space and they listened

"Are you in pain?" She asked once we were alone
"Just cramping like a period." I said wishing I wasnt
"Im sorry Britt." She said before lifting my shirt up to do an ultra sound
We looked at the screen and were confused at what we were seeing
"Whats going on?" Jacob asked as we squeezed each others hands tighter
"It looks like you are having a miscarriage." She said losing all the joy in her voice
"No." I said before crying even more
"But I do think this might be good news." She said still running the wand over me
"How could you give us good news. This is our third and forth child we have lost." Jacob said upset
"They were fraternal twins." She said with a smile
"And that means?" Jacob asked for us
"You are only losing one. They were formed from two different eggs and they have have different genes with out getting to technical." She said still smiling
"So we only lost one?" I asked confused as tears still fell
"Yes." She said showing us exactly what was going on but I couldnt see anything
"Im going to give you some medication to ease the pain. The miscarriage will go smoothly and will be similar to a normal period. I will also be putting you on bed rest for the next week and you will have go come in and get checked out again and we will take it from there." She said writing down a prescription and giving it to Jacob before leaving to get the discharge papers
"I dont know how to take the news." Jacob said sitting down in the chair next to me
"I dont know if we should be happy we still have a baby or be sad we lost one." I said sniffling and wiling a tear away with my free hand
"We should take it as a blessing." He said before kissing my forehead and then moving to my stomach
"I love you." I said looking at him when he sat back up
"I love you too." He said holding up my left hand and kissing my ring
"Forever." He said pulling away

"Can we come in?"Debra asked lightly knocking on the door with JJ peaking from behind her
"Ya." I said looking at Jacob for assurance
"Whats the news?" JJ asked shyly
Jacob looked at me and I nodded for him to tell them for us
"We lost a baby. But they were fraternal so they had some genes thats were different." Jacob said as I held his hand tighter and cried some more
"So you only lost one baby?" Debra asked as we both nodded yes
"Well that sucks but you have one at least." JJ said being positive
"Ya. We think its a blessing." Jacob said kissing my hand and wiping my tears away again
"The whole gang is back in here." Dr. Robinson said coming back into the room with my discharge papers and giving them to Jacob to sign for me
"Now bed rest Britt. I know your little one will want you to do stuff with her but the most you can do is give her cuddles and love." She said smiling before walking out
"Can we go now?" I asked finally saying more then one word and everyone nodded

We finally get home and Jacob takes me upstairs immediately.
"Where is Rae?" I asked taking a new set of clothes from him
"Will and my dad took her for ice cream."  He said laying on the bed
"Kelly?" I asked
"She is in a guest room sleeping finally. Do you want to call my place or do you want me too?" He asked reading my mind before we even discussed it
"I will tomorrow." I said crawling in next to him
"Here take this." He said giving me one of my pain pills and a glass of water
"Why does this happen to us?" I asked after taking it
"Because we handle challenges way to well together." He said making me smile a little
"This one will be carried to term. I know it will." I said seeing his eyes tear up
"Yes." He said leaning his forehead on mine
"I love you." He said before kissing me
"Now get some rest." He said making me lay on his chest letting me relax and close my eyes