A/N:decided to make an imagine of Connor and the Boys about him leaving. I honestly saw this coming. He looked a little distant but what can we do? The only thing we can do is support him. It broke me that he thinks that people will hate him.
Anyways, I'll be posting the Ricky imagine this week but I felt I should've written this.
Hope you enjoy.
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A New Chapter:
Connor's POV••
"I love you guys." I said and put my hand over the camera again, turning it off.
I stayed in the chair and thought about all the memories the boys and I have been through. With the tour in Hawaii to digi fest to everything we've been through for 2 years.
I was so deep in thought, I didn't hear someone open the door until I felt a hand on my shoulder. I quickly wiped my tears and turned to face the 5 guys standing in front of me.
Jc stared at the floor and Trevor had his eyes full of tears, trying to hold them back. Sam had his hand on my shoulder, Ricky focused on the wall and Kian was looking at me until I held his gaze, making him turn his head.
"Is it finished?" Trevor asked in a quiet voice. I stared at all of them, feeling something form in my chest.
"Yea." I whispered and looked down at my feet.
"Please don't hate me." I croaked and shoved my face into my hands. I felt a hand move up and down my back, trying to comfort us.
"Connor, look at us." Jc said sternly. I looked up and saw his eyes shinning with tears.
"We could never hate you. I can't believe you would think that."
"You're a brother for us Connor. Nothing you can do can make us hate you." I heard Sam say.
"Yea, even if you did tease me when I got home with my new hair color." Kian said, trying to lighten up the mood.
"We're family. Family sticks together." added Ricky.
"Ohana." Trevor muttered, making everyone to chuckle.
I looked at the guys again and smiled. it were small things like this that would count. Every memory and every joke we've all had. All the stupid fights we had and all the sharing of hair gel.
I stood up and held my arms apart. Ricky was the first one to tightly hug me and then followed Sam and then all the boys filtered in.
"We'll miss you." Ricky said muffled by the bodies of the other guys.
"I'll still be around." I responded as they pulled away.
"But it's not the same." Jc retorted.
"What Jc is trying to say," Sam said cutting Jc off and throwing him a dirty glare, "is that we support your decosion."
I smiled and wiped away at the invisible tears under my eyes.
"We'll leave you to edit your video." Kian said and they all walked out the room, leaving me alone with my misery again.
I uploaded the video to my computer and got to work.
When it was time to upload it, I got stuck with what to call it.
My fingers flew over the keys as I typed it "A New Chapter."
