*HUGE MAJOR GIGANTIC OVERSIZED TW, I WILL LEAVE A CH. SUMMARY AT THE END*
There wasn't any more Patton dialogue in the book after our breakup.
I should've known.
I'm not worth anything. I should've known he was too good for me. I should've known not to let my heart get in the way.
I SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN SO STUPID.
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*not virgil's pov*
"I knew this would happen. Roman, what is your deal?! Look what you did to him!" Logan yelled.
"How was I supposed to know?!"
"Because I'm Logic! I know the most logical turnouts for nearly all situations! You didn't listen to me! Go say sorry to him."
"Jesus, you're acting just like Patton."
"GO APOLOGIZE!"
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I sat in the bathtub.
He's gone.
You'll never be good enough for anybody again.
He hates you.
He fucking hates you.
They all fucking hate you.
"Virgil? You in there? I wanted to say sorry... That was wrong of me to do and I realize that now."
Liar.
I stayed silent and placed the sheets of paper and the book next to the bathtub. My wrists were slit and bleeding and I felt myself getting weaker by the second. Patton had helped me quit, but it came back again.
The last thing I remembered was Roman breaking the bathroom door, taking one look at me and screaming, and me blacking out.
Finally.
Finally, the pain would ease.
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(a/n: chapter summary if you didn't want to read this chapter!)
virgil feels worthless because he's ashamed that he basically gave his entire soul to patton and feels absolutely stupid and thinks that he should've known how the relationship would end earlier.
logan gets angry at roman for not listening to him and breaking up patton and virgil and ultimately destroying virgil's life and forces him to go to virgil's room to say sorry
in his room, roman is on his way but virgil left the book of conversations and the notes next to the bathtub, where he attempted suicide.
he mentions self harm and that patton was the person who'd helped him quit before but the habit was resurfacing.
roman was trying to talk to him, not knowing about the situation, and ended up breaking in and breaking the bathroom door, being the first one to see virgil.
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