conversations // prinxiety ✔

♥ 32 - filming day ♥

(a/n: sorry updates haven't been coming as quickly as they were before :( im doing math school this summer because i did really shitty on most of my tests this year. also im sorry if this chapter is really bad hhhh)

I guess things can never be normal.

A couple days later, Patton had disappeared for a full day. Logan was going crazy looking for him and ended up hiding in his room, wondering where he went wrong.

Later, when Logan finally left, him and Roman started arguing about some dumb thing again at night.

I sighed and went to my room.

When Logan and Roman started arguing louder, I groaned and went into my closet into my secret side room.

"Hey Virgil!" some said cheerfully.

"GAH!" I screamed, putting my arms over my face.

"It's me, Patton!"

"Huh? You know about my secret room where I avoid all social interaction in?"

"Yep! I never went in it until now, though. And like, I know you guys want me to talk to you when something is wrong, but I couldn't get myself to. So I hid here. I'm feeling better now that I'm alone. I just didn't want anybody coming after me and worrying..."

"...how do I know you're Patton?"

"Huh?"

"Are you really Patton?"

"Well, yeah! Should I not be? Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry!"

I stared at him for a long time. "But how did you find out about this room?"

"I mean... When we broke up, I tried to check up on you and you hadn't left your room in a while so I thought you'd be there. And when you weren't, I checked your closet too and it was really dark so I felt all the walls and the door to this room opened."

I knew he wasn't lying. It just seemed right.

"Who else could I have been?" he asked.

"Well, uh... Deceit."

"Him? Aww, he's just misunderstood! His attitude could use some fixing, but yours did too when you first arrived. And he hasn't done anything too bad yet, has he?"

Yep. "No, I guess not."

"See? And it's not like he could know about this room anyway. Don't worry! Even Roman doesn't know about it, so how could he?"

You're wrong. "You're right. I'm sorry. I should give him a chance like you gave me a chance."

I wanted to tell him the truth, but I couldn't hurt him like that. He was in my closet because he was already hurt.

So I changed the subject.

"You know, you said something was wrong and that was why you came here. What's up?"

"If I'm being totally honest, I dunno. I'm just- just sad. And I dunno why."

"Well, what do you think could be the cause of this?"

"I mean... I think Logan deserves better than me."

I almost sprung to my feet and attacked him with my extreme platonic love for him. "What?! How could you possibly say that?!"

"We're opposites and I feel like I annoy him too much and he's so smart and way smarter than I am and I'm way more emotional than he is so I feel like he secretly hates me and I'm kinda loud and I don't know if I deserve him because he tries to deal with me but I don't want to waste his time and I'm running out of breath-"