these walls were lavender
and now they are gray
this furniture was pink
and now it is black
you call it puberty
i call it depression
this is my heart
Table of contents-
prologue
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alternate universes
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waves
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coffee
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i know
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a bull in a china shop
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instinct
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remnants
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the ocean of your blue eyes
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i'll always be here
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fairy lights
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bleed (trigger warning)
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milk and honey by rupi kaur
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from the author's point of view
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princess turned warrior
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jewels
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between the lines
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caution tape
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wood, walls and halls
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a ballad, to you, fuckface. (trigger warning)
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darkness
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toxic
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do you know what it was like?
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grieving someone who is still alive
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at least i had the courage to exist.
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chicago
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happy
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if a tree falls
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the stars and the darkness between them
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waving through a window
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waving through a window pt. 2
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blind and illiterate
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1, 290 words
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from the inside out
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you see, we experience the world in different ways.
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the humans
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endings are the saddest parts-but somehow, also the sweetest.
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art
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noise
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paint
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charred
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since it happened
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31 minutes ago
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you.
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a hell out of home.
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pinball
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it's over
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instinct (continued)
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proof
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i've got nothing to lose
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you don't remember, do you?
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smoke
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lies
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the poet
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skinned knees
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funny
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i buried her among the stars
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defeat
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despite the odds
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messages
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lapis
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a magician never reveals his secrets
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blue
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reflection
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ICE
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history
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tired
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cheap
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you can't remember and god knows i wish i couldn't
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if
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alice
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extra, extra! read all about it!
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no
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questions no one has the answer to
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things i've said to myself
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taylor
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fire it
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i am not a doll, i am not a mannequin
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us
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husk
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sabine.
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stories
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can't
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unpublish
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1%
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remember that
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you turned me into obsidian
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elizabeth
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radio
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loneliness
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the resistance
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hallelujah
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the blue-eyed boy
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same song, different dance
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a letter
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what do the voices in your head sound like?
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genuine
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i thought i was over her
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mortality
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want and need
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im fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired
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my eyes are burning
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honey
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and we did
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would you understand?
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bleed
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once upon a time
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nostalgia
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an unfinished note to myself
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remorse
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outcast
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closet
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childhood
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sunshine
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enough is enough
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there is no such thing as a beginning
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Life
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rest
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the titanic
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the red, blue, and green lights
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i'll paint you a picture
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las vegas
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laugh
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summer
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again
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the rose bush
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the glass vase filled with pennies
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fake it
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without you
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you're surrounded by darkness
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i was not enough
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taylor
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ptsd
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starry night
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canvas
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overgrown
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what's the point?
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colors
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lost in history
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for you
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i didn't know any better
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maybe we would find ourselves again.
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live
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insanity
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she laughed
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i knew i'd moved on
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this is your america
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tempest
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burning hate
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i think i'm dying but that's okay
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apollo
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when you stop caring
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anti-hero
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decades
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it hurts most
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move on
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i just can't
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mother
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twilight
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shooting stars.
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i am nothing
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lucid dreams
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carvings in the old wood of an abandoned forest
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pastel chalk stains on our white t-shirts
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i can erase these pages but the stains of ink will never go away
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exception
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we were a lost cause
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we're lost in time
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taylor
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whispers
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expensive
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prism
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built on broken
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the sun
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this is not a poem
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pinky swear?
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october 1
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candles and eyelashes and dandelions
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to stare the moon in its face
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a ghost of a person
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7:52 pm
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rejuvenation
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