Love Is Not Over

Chapter 43

Grey.

White and pure sands welcome me as i reach Avey's Vacation house. The scenery and ambiance of this place is really relaxing. I bet i will stay hwre for two weeks? I feel like i want to live here.

Pumasok na ako sa bahay at dumiretso sa banyo para maligo at makapagpahinga na. After i take a bath, dumiretso ako sa kama at nahiga.

Nakatulala lang ako sa puting kisame, saka tumagilid. Nang di makontento ay muling tumagilid sa kabilang side naman. Napabigla akong upo, hindi ako makatulog. Tiningnan ko ang orasa at 5:30 na ng hapon, sinilip ko ang bintana at sunset na. Kulay kahel na ang paligid at unti unti ng lumulubog ang araw.

I decided to watch sunset. Bumaba ako kasama ang ilang pagkain, umupo ako sa buhanginan sa harap ng dagat.

Kasabay ng pagkatulala ko sa harap ng karagatan ay syang pagbabalik ng mga ala ala.

I never imagine cheating behind Aem, i never imagine loving someone other than her. But i really didn't, i never cheat on her, it's just...

I was really devastated that time...

<<<<FLASHBACK<<<<

"Dad i told you hindi ako papayag! We're fighting again for that reason!"

"Yun na nga! Why are you against of us? I have loved your mom and cherish the moments we have but son its been how many years? 10 years? I really love your tita Elizabeth." He said. I can't believe it! He must be really blinded by that woman! He's pursued to marry that gold digger bitch!

"I can't believe you dad! Hindi ka pa ba nadala? And can't you see? That woman just love our money! She's a gold digger bitch!" Isang kamao ang tumama sa aking muka. Napapikit ako sa sakit.

"Don't you dare say that words in front of me! Hindi naman kita pinalaking ganyan ah! Wala ka ng respeto!" He shouted with indignant. "No one can't stop me, even you." He said bago ako iwan doon.

Sapo ko ang panga ng umalis sa kwartong iyon. That woman, I'll do background search on her. I can't understand why my father can't see that the bitch only wants his money, is he really that blinded? For pete's sake!

Before going to bar, i dialed Aem's number. It rings but she didn't answer it! Damn it! She must be really busy with that sick man huh? Ibinato ko ang phone sa kung saan. I want it ripped! Ripped as my heart right now.

Pagpasok ko palang ng bar ay sinalubong na ako ng mga nagsasayawang lasing na tao. Umupo ako sa may counter.

"Your hardest liquor please." I said.

"Alright sir." Then he gives me a shot of Spirytus? I guess?.

Patuloy lang sya sa pagseserve, hanggang sa makaramdam na ako ng kaonting hilo. But the pain, is still here. It doesn't help me at all.

"Hey!" Someone greeted me, i can't see her face because its dark and my vision is blurry. "Looks like you're badly problematic huh? Wanna leave all the pain? You want to enjoy just for this night? You will be really high this night! Here try it." Saka sya may nilagay sa bibig ko, i swallowed it. "You will be really high this night! Higher than you expect"

Then i found myself at the dancefloor, dancing in front of this girl who make me swallowed something aggressively. I feel like im going crazy. Chanting nonsense things.

This girl is trying to kiss me, so i give her the access. She then enter her warm hands inside my pants. Oh not here.

Kinuha ko palabas sa pants ko ang kamay nya.

"Not here woman." I said, she smirk.

"Alright then. I will surely make you the happiest birthday boy ever." She whispered and pulled me outside.

Sumakay kami sa isang kotse, i didn't know what happen next. But afterwards i just see myself kissing this girl in her neck aggressively and starting to undress her.

Hanggang sa isampal sakin ni Aem ang cake na hawak nya, it rouses the sh*t out of me.

After that day she never text me, hinanap ko sya sa kung saan at kinapalan ko na ang muka ko para magtanong sa mga magulang nya kung nasan sya pero kamao lang din ang inabot ko.

Hanggang sa nalaman ko nalang na nasa US na sya, i followed her pero magaling syang magtago. She leaves me after that f^cking day.

>>>>END OF FLASHBACK>>>>

I stood up, gabi na at madilim na ang paligid. Pumasok na ako sa loob at tumambay muna sa living room.

I miss her, i miss every piece of her. If i could just turn back the time, i will surely won't do the same thing again. Minsan iniisip ko kung pano kami ngayon kung hindi nangyari iyon? Maybe we're married and busy raising our children.

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Tears escaped from my eyes as i saw her in white. She's wearing a wedding dress and it looks so damn fine in her! I want to wipe the tears escaping from her eyes too, but I'll just wait until we reach each other.

Nang malapit na sya sakin ay saka ako mas kinabahan, my heart is beating so fast! Ilalahad ko na sana ang kamay ko para sakanya pero ganon na lamang ang gulat ko ng makitang lumapit at yumakap sya sa isang lalaki. He's also wearing a wedding attire, i look at his face and its Gale? 'Thanks bro' panlalabi nya. No it can't be! I should be the one she will marry!

Hingal na hingal akong napabangon sa sofa. Panaginip lang pala, salamat naman at panaginip lang.

I can't let her marry other man. I promise my self to be the groom in the end of aisle that she's walking in.

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A/N:

Pagpasensyahan ang mga grammatical errors hehe. Im really not good in english, so i practice here. Hikhik.