Son Of A Criminal (BxB) (Jastin)

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I'm back again. Sorry i haven't been updated in ages a lot has gone on such as college and being away plus still trying to figure out where I belong in life.. Also I'm so happy for Hailey and and Justin my baby boy is getting married ahhhhhh cutie-

Justin's POV
Why can't I die why can't I die why won't he let me die. These are the thoughts that run wild through my brain it's all I want but Jason won't let that happen. It's killing me it's making me feel guilty. I can't hurt myself now I can't end my life now I can't leave him behind because if I do it's gonna hurt him and I don't wanna do that to him. He's the first person who has ever me feel like I don't wanna do but I do wanna die but not while he's around I don't wanna lose him.

I pull away from the kiss and I look at him.

"Y-your the first person w-who has made me want to l-live but I still wanna die but y-your stopping me"

I say probably not making any sense at all, he cups my face.

"I'm here to show you the world is full of good people not just bad I'm here to light up whatever darkness is in your life, I'm here to protect you and I'm here to save you" he says making me hold him tighter.

-A Few Days Later-

I haven't left Jason's side since I can't loose him I can't let go, I'm afraid the moment my hand lets go it will reach for something else."

Jason's POV

It's been a full three days and Justin hasn't mentioned anything about death or harming himself which is a massive improvement but he still won't each much. He never wants to eat and it's getting very serious. Considering when I first brought him here he ate everything, I don't blame him he looked starved but now it's gone the complete opposite.

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Let's hope I don't disappear for months again- Carys