(formerly all my love) Sean and Kaycee are best friends. They're incredible dancers. As they try begin to navigate the water of teen love, an unspeakable event occurs that leaves the two shellshocked and fighting to hold onto each other as they also...
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Kaycee
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I woke up as sunlight was streaming through the windows. I stretched sleepily, and you could just imagine my surprise when I rolled over and saw Sean Lew, grinning from ear to ear. Then the memories came cascading back, like a waterfall, of last night.
One thing you should know about me before we proceed: I can hold my own pretty late, but there's times where I just fall apart after like, 10 pm. I had a strong feeling yesterday night was one of those nights.
I laid there, not wanting to move, partly for fear of the awkward tension that was highly, highly possible if memory served me correctly and I had realized he was in love with me and I was just as equally in love with him...and partly because I never wanted to get out of this moment. It was so peaceful. As the pieces slowly came coming back...Sean's injuries, him getting them purposefully....the whole problems with the boys that started it all....the look we shared last night...falling asleep in his arms....I felt weird.
I'm always weird.
But this was a new level of weird.
I couldn't stop these little, tiny butterflies from racing around in my stomach. His goofy big brown eyes...his dimples, the way his hair fell when he tilted his head and gave me that half-smile that broke down every barrier I'd ever put up against anyone....everything I had seen from Sean Charles Lew, everything I'd come to know over the 8 years we'd been inseparable...I felt like I was seeing it all for the very first time.
This was all so sudden. I am not the one who falls in love. I am not a book character. I am not a girl in a high school movie. Life doesn't just work out for me. It might all seem perfect on screen, but it's made to look that way. This isn't me. Should I be scared, letting myself fall so freely into this? Or should I just relax, and open my eyes? Should I accept that it's Sean and if there were anyone that I were to trust besides my family, in a heartbeat, it would be him, so this seems like it should work? Should I just fall for him? Let myself go, see where it takes us?
In that second, I made my decision.
Yes.
I was going to go for it.
Let myself fall, because I know that no matter where it goes, Sean will be there to catch me, and put me back on my feet.
We're a team.
"Sean?" I said, trying to ignore the quiver in my voice.
"Yeah?" he said, looking concerned as he turned to face me.
"I want to do it."
"Kayc, you gotta be more specific-"
"I want to be yours."
"Kayc-" he said, sitting upright. "Are you sure you wanna do this?" He looked at me with his trusting, warm, comforting gaze, and I felt a tug at my heartstrings. I nodded, and swallowed the fear that was coming up, shoving the worries down into the deepest pit of my stomach. "I trust you, Sean. I love you."
I sat up, the pain in my side a mere adjunct. "Kayc?" I brushed the hair off of her forehead, and caressed her cheek, taking in all of her. She blushed and shyly smiled. "I mean it. I do."
"You sure you wanna do this?"
"I've never been more sure of anything in my life," she said. Then she leaned her head into mine, shivering, and she looked at my lips, then back at me, then back at them again. Then I could do nothing but watch as Kaycee Rice closed her eyes and planted her lips on mine. And with them she planted the seeds of love, hope, and a new level of trust that instantly blossomed under her touch, flourishing as our mouths collided and the charge that I've always felt with her surged from deep within us. Her hands ran throughout my hair as I deepened the kiss this time, pulling her onto me, not letting the shoots of pain distract me from finally taking what I wanted.
She broke away, and in a series of short gasps as she tried to catch her breath, she got out "Are you-are you okay?"
I smiled. The joy she brought to my life was just unmatched, unparalleled, unbeaten...I could never get enough of it, enough of her, enough of loving her. "Kaycee Caitlin Rice, I have never been better."
heyyyyy my loves!!! awww kayceeeeee she said it :))))) here we go, there's probably gonna be a lil bit of time speeding as we transition into where we start getting some major seaycee-aka WoD-where they literally stole America's heart...too pure !!
also i wrote this when i was vvvv tired so if it doesn't make sense or it sucks i'll probably revisit it tomorrow :) sorrrrry :/ but if it's good lmk and i'll keep it going!!
sorry for the short chapter but i'm just vvv exhausted today-got a nice headache thing going on and APUSH is already killing me (if u get it and ur out there struggling to, i feel for you and I support you) so ima lillll sleep deprived heehee
and i think there's not a lot more i can do with this cute lil scene so time speeding here we come!!! get strapped in for the ride kiddossssss love you
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