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AN: aight so i'm dumb and idk how to mention people on here or even if that's a thing but

@_kaykay_106 HI U SAINT UR AMAZING AND I LOVED YOURS SO HERE YOU GO!!! PART 50 something IDK HELLO APPRECIATE HER!!!

Sean

__________________The sun kissed our skin and blinded our eyes. Today is going to be a good day. Any day with Kaycee by my side is the best day. It wouldn't be a "good day" without her. The past couple days have been bliss. We wasted days away on our private beach, sand molded beneath our entangled bodies, the tranquil ocean waves washing away the stress of competition.We've had full schedules none the less though, we went snorkeling, parasailing, and Kayc even learned a bit from local cooking classes. So today we have planned absolutely nothing. Today we were gonna go with the flow.**************************************We made our way to this cute little cafe. The best coffee I've had. Hands down. This place had been our go-to for more reasons than one. The people here were so kind, and the cozy booth in the corner always happened to be free.We've been up since 6am to watch the sunrise, like we have the past few mornings, so we definitely needed some coffee. Or judging by the way she's drooling all over my shoulder, she needed it more than I did.After we had caffeine in our systems she was back to her enthusiastic self. While I merely followed her as she lead me through some bushes. I caught up to her, standing in front of an opening*************************************Kaycee_______________________So maybe I shouldn't have ordered double espresso."Oh hi" called an elegant woman in white"Oh uh sorry I didn't mean to uh....crash your wedding.... I'll just be go-" i started" No stay we need a couple more guests. A few couldn't make it last minute. We really don't wanna waste" her voice rang across the clearing.You could see the ocean rolling in on itself, the sun beamed brightly but not too bright. The palm trees swaying gracefully with the gentle wind, along with the bride's ivory-coloured tulle dress.I could only hope be as stunning as her when we get married, with my natural curls in a half up just how I knew he liked it. My dress simple, makeup minimal. If I could this would be where is would happen, a small ceremony, in our secluded paradise. The green tropical foliage around, vibrant wildflowers in my hands and some in place of his handkerchief, water crashing in the distance, plenty of natural beauty and wonder. But none of that would be known to us, all we would see is each other, the vows we say , the love we sha- "love?"I practically fell from my wistful reveries.I felt a strong hand on the small of my back, I looked to see an awkward looking Sean and couldn't help but smile even wider. His chocolate brown eyes grew softer. " They're inviting us to their wedding ceremony. Did you uh want to?" he asked " Today was supposed to be a romantic one right? Why not?"He chuckled at that, "okay let's properly introduce ourselves then, shall we?" he asked giving me an arm to link mine to, a true gentleman as always "we shall.

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Sean

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The stars glistened above us,his is a beautiful wedding and I'm glad Kaycee stumbled upon it.

"...our love is beyond everything" the groom smiled a small smile and wiped the bride's cheek i looked toward my girl beside me. Her eyes found mine and had tears of their own, my thumb lightly swept her face, I hoped she knew she was my everything. We stood with eyes glazed over clapping for the newly wedded couple.

This all had me dreaming about our wedding day, outdoors where beauty filled the space around us. Nothing could ever compare to her though. She'd be wearing something that's the epitome of her, hair free flowing with the wind; I'd officially be the luckiest man in the world.Like tonight but with rings on our fingers.Her head rested against my neck, my hands gripping her waist. Our bodies swaying with the light music in the air. I was woken form my daydreaming by a gentle poking at my leg. I looked down to see a little girl wearing a hula skirt and a flower in her hair. She must've been with the dancers from earlier."Is this your wife?""No, actually. Not yet anyway" I say without thinking, I widened my eyes and turned to face Kaycee. She wore the small smile. So I was the only flustered looking one I guess."You look funny Mr." the girl said giggling a bit"I agree" Kaycee replied chuckling before crouching down "Hi i'm Kaycee, what's your name?" she questions "I'm Leilani."she stated pointing to herself." Well it's very nice to meet you" Kaycee replied " You're super beautiful Ms. Kaycee" Leilani said" The beautiful-est" I commented, she looked up and flashes one of her million dollar smiles" You my dear, have the kindest heart, and the most beautiful mind" Kaycee said sincerely. I could tell she was falling for Leilani. She tried to contain her grin but it didn't work well. The cutie swung her tiny arms around Kaycee's neck without warning. Her heart melted i knew. I was simply in awe on how amazing Kayc is with her. I've only ever seen her shy towards kids but anybody could tell Kaycee embraced the Hawaiian girl with open arms. Literally. Kaycee_______________________"You're my favourist-ist!! Leilani exclaimed, this girl melted my heart. I'm usually not comfortable with these situations. young kids usually make me pretty awkward. But lately i couldn't get enough of them. The beaded necklace hanging down to her bellybutton up to the yellow hibiscus flower in her short brunette bob."Hey do you want them?"she asked already swiftly pulling the flower from her hair and placing it behind my ear"no honey you should ke-"I began before she interrupted by flinging her beaded necklace over my head." No i want you to have it, you're my favourit-ist" she reasoned, giving me a pout. I could just die from cuteness overload."well i gue-" someone interrupted me once again from the wooden stage overlooking the cliff"Leilani baby, it's time to go home." not before i said goodbye if i could help it"Thank you, you're my favourit-ist too. Always be you okay?"" I will " she replied simply before waving goodbye to Sean and running towards her mother screaming "i'm her favourit-ist!!"**************************" Thank you for coming" the new pair said in unisonWe hadn't known either of them for very long but they seemed like they were meant for each other. "no thank you for inviting us, it really was an amazing way to spend our day. Being witness to such a wholesome love." I said honestly, this entire wedding brought some new things to mind.The two gave each other earnest looks, which proved my point exactly. "We appreciate it so much, you two are such a sweet young couple. I can tell by the looks in your eyes and the smiles on your faces. Half the night I was envying your relationship." The wife proclaim, earning an offended look for her new hubby. Her eyes found her way to the back of her head in response.Both mine and Sean's faces were dusted red at that comment, before we bid goodbye to the newlyweds.Sean__________________________Kayc and i spent the rest of the together of course. or...well...sorta anyway. I noticed she was distant, like she just was in her own little world. Well then again she always was, but the remainder of the day was like I wasn't apart of it. I tried to make eye contact but she avoided my gaze, and didn't warmly welcome my touch. and honestly it worried me, I mean,she dropped and cracked her phone while the bride was "giving her advice" but that can't be it. Last time she was like this, a terrible situation happened, i prayed that wasn't the case. the more the day went by the more i tried to find out what's wrong. but she wasn't having it. " ...and she'll have the-" i began to tell the waiter" you know i can order for myself Sean." she commented I almost always ordered for her not because she couldn't but because i always knew what she wanted." um yeah sure sorry?" I said furrowing my brows, confused."i'll have the California rolls please. " she informed him" i already knew-" i commentedshe looked at the ground timidly and said " I know you knew"*******************************"Why?" I ask when we got settled in the bed. She was practically miles away it felt like." why what?" she replied lifting the covers and heading to the bathroom. i followed her,i knew what she was trying to do. She was just standing. In front of the mirror that occupied most of the wall. I came up behind her and she didn't make a move away so i slowly placed my fingers gently on her shoulders and lifted her gifted necklace being careful not to get it tangled in her hair. i could actually see her eyes and body soften at that gesture. So i continued, i firmly grasped her hips and spun her to face me. My hand went to her delicate cheek before plucking the yellow hibiscus from her ear. "You never answered my question" I whisperedher eyes looked at my own then she quickly left me alone to look at myself in the mirror. " what's wrong Kayc?" I tried, getting more frustrated by the second, pacing the room." nothing's wrong Sean, just go to bed." She countered walking over to her side." NO! Kayc if there's something wrong just tell me. Is it your cracked screen?! I'll fix it Kayc! Right now. Or buy a new one, but you have to talk to me !" my voice grew louder wanting to find out what's making her so unreachable." please"" SEAN! I SAID I'M FINE! The phone isn't the issue okay?!" she spat fluffing her pillow aggressively."THEN WHAT IS?!"" just leave me alone" she said between her teethi couldn't believe what she was trying to say. "Leave you alone?" i challenged"How can you tell me to leave you alone after everything we've been through. i know you Kayc I've always been here for you.. You know that!! Did somebody hurt you? again. I'll kill them i swear!!! I yelled knowing my tone should have been softer." I can't have have you feelings the way you did before. I almost lost you Kayc on that roof, I won't let anything like that happen again just- i broke off, my steadily got quieter, until it was barely audible. " what's wrong Kayc, 'cause i'll fix it. you're scaring me. Why won't you let me in? don't you trust me? " my eyes looking nowhere in particular.She sat on the edge of the bed, her back facing me. " Of course I trust you, more than anybody. with my life. i just- her voice cracked.i made my way around to beside her. Her face that just moments earlier looked irritated, saddened. I squeezed her thigh telling her to go on. "Today i found myself thinking... a lot. The wedding- was absolutely touching and i'm so glad we were there to witness it all. It got me thinking about our future about our wedding ......maybe.""not maybe,definitely." she squeezed my hands between hers. " And Leilani is the cutest little girl I've ever seen, did you see how good I was with her" she asked incredulously. I nodded" So the whole night i was thinking about marrying you, how amazing that day would be. About when we'll have kids, family vacations. Dancing with you the rest of our lives. I realized how important you are to me, anyway at first that scared me to death. but then i realized i shouldn't ever feel scared for loving you or being love by you. " she explained exhaling finally.Which only confused we further. i completely understood what she meant. i was imagining those things too, it freaked me out at first, like anyone would. i didn't get a chance to respond any of that she before she proceeded to tell me what made her out of reach.

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Kaycee________________________"but after you went ahead, while the bride was talking to me- " giving advice" as she said; she was telling me how lucky I was for having you, which i agreed with 'cause i'm so, so lucky. Long story short she mentioned how we reminded her of her and her husband, "but they almost didn't make it" " I said using finger quotations " just as i was about to go catch up to you she grabbed my wrist and said " don't lose him." Time stopped and I couldn't imagine my life without you Sean. I wouldn't even be here in Hawaii, on world of dance or on this planet even without you. what if we have to be apart sometime, or we argue or didn't know!!! I just can't stop thinking about how i'm gonna messed this all up...." i said suddenly interested in my fingernails."...i'm just worried i guess..."i felt my face being pulled up by his fingers beneath my chin. " our love is beyond everything..." he began taking it from the groom's vows." Our love's beyond words, beyond me, beyond any distance, beyond logic, beyond our control, beyond all boundaries. So I guarantee that our love's beyond any worry you or I have. Kayc i'll always be here. To help you, to laugh with you , to grow with you, to live life with you and to love you. No matter what" he assured me. "i couldn't imagine my life without you either, you inspire me to do everything i do.""I love you Sean. So much. " i said simply, engulfing him in my tightest embrace, one he reciprocated firmly." how much exactly" he smirked against my shoulder" I love you to heaven and back, my love" I said melodically, admiring his eyes" i love you to the moon but further" he challenged" 'til the sun dies" I retaliated." to the end of the earth, until the end of the universe, 'til the end of time" he countered. Content i couldn't think of anything better than infinity. "okay you win. but i still love you, a lot." i giggled, wrapping my arms around his neck, he twirled my curls with his fingers his other hand occupying my waist, capturing him in a deeply infatuating kiss. *****************The rest of the night we watch friends, and just laughed. And loved if you know what i mean ;)I'm so unbelievably lucky to be in my favourite place in the entire world, not Hawaii but in Sean Lew's arms. His heart beating on my ear is all i'll ever need. Knowing he was going to be here in this tropical haven with me, but most importantly he was going to be here every moment after that. Soon after our well needed brain break we'll be dancing on one of the biggest stages, moving as one. That's all i need, him. " to infinity and beyond" i said"huh" he asked dazedly" I love you to infinity-" "I already said that remem-"" and beyond" I finished gazing up at him triumphantly.He pulled me closer pressing his lips on the top of my head.The moon perfectly illuminated the room, and the isle tides lulled us to sleep.

AN: WOW GIVE IT UP FOR THIS GIRL AND HER INCREDIBLE TALENT!! everyone who submitted, THANK YOU!!! i love each and everyone of you and it was so hard choosing. so proud of you tho gf, you deserved it. and now i'll start updating on this again ayyyyy everyone winsss!!! workin on sum broken dreams stuff rn tho :)

missed y'all even those most of u are on the broken dreams journey w me too :)

kally jean <3