LOVING THE BAD BOY

Chapter 28 I Care

DANNY

Shit how much did I drink? How the fuck did I get back here?

Everything was a blur as I was tossing and turning all night I couldn't sleep I was too fucked up.
I didn't mean to drink as much as I did as my minds racing wondering where Katelyn is at is driving me insane.I didn't even see her once at the party I don't know where the fuck she could be or unfortunately with who. I don't want to fathom potentially becoming a dad and I'm still not ready, but for some odd reason it didn't bother me too much because it was her. There's something about her I can't get enough of that drives me to want more. I don't want to believe it as I'm battling against myself I find myself fighting it off as much as possible trying not to think about it.

10:44AM

I squinted my eyes reading the time on my phone as I began waking up rubbing my eyes. Still no text or calls from anyone about Katelyn or from her herself.
I feel like shit and I have the biggest headache I'm completely hungover. Where the fuck could she be? She's not from here where the fuck could she have possibly stayed? Why is her phone off? I was talking to myself in my head as a thousand thoughts ran through my mind as I sat up and fathomed her not laying next to me.

I glanced over at Sarah and Cameron sleeping as I wiped my hands down my face stressed completely the fuck out. I took a deep breath biting down on my jaw as I felt the anger in my body rise, I glared at the floor for a quick moment feeling myself space out.
I rubbed the back of my neck thinking to myself when it hit me and I jumped up. I pulled up my pants a little and grabbed my hoodie, I was going to walk the campus to look for her I couldn't take it.

I felt myself fuming up inside as I stepped into my shoes. "What are you doing Danny?" Sarah mumbled out her sleep as she blinked her eyes waking up. "Going to look for Katelyn" I said as I looked around for my keys. "She didn't come back last night?" Sarah stretched exhaling out sitting up. "Nah she didn't" I glared over at her for a quick second then kept looking for my keys. "And her fucking phone is off and no ones seen her" I mumbled under my breath scoffing while ripping the blankets off the bed. "Where the fuck are my keys man" I raised my voice a little getting impatient.

I began tossing shit out my bag as I pushed my hood back off my head. "Danny just relax she's going to come home" Sarah walked over placing her hand on my arm. I didn't want to hear it right now as I ripped my arm away from her touch standing up as I started to breathe a little heavy, I took a deep breath as I rubbed my hand across my forehead overwhelmed.

"Seriously calm down" Sarah said looking at me concerned. "Let's go I'll go with you" She said nodding as I looked around trying to chill. "Alright fine just help me find my keys" I mumbled walking past her as we both began looking for my keys, I couldn't find them I finally gave up and sat down placing my hands on my head I closed my eyes trying to maintain my anxiety. "Danny come on there's a lost and found on campus it's not far we can walk" Sarah insisted as I slowly looked up at her exhaling. "Fine come on" I mumbled as she nodded as she put on a sweater. "Let's go" She said smiling small walking out the door as I walked out behind her. I couldn't believe I lost my keys I could hardly remember anything from last night.

As we began walking down the hall I began scrolling through my phone reading messages from females I didn't know or remember. I must of slipped up and took some numbers last night as I shook my head I deleted the numbers and messages. I didn't want to talk to anyone else I didn't want to see anyone else.
My mind was focused on Katelyn and my potential son or daughter and what we had going on.

"You alright?" Sarah asked while walking beside me as I bit down on my jaw twice nodding a little.
"Yeah I'm cool" I exhaled looking around then over my shoulder. "I'm sure she met some really cool people and crashed somewhere" Sarah implied shrugging as we kept walking. "What are you implying like dudes?" I raised my eyebrows sarcastically laughing under my breath. "Yeah right" I scoffed looking forward as I speeded up walking ahead of her "Come on" I mumbled a bit aggravated.