LOVING THE BAD BOY

Chapter 41 A MONTH AFTER NEW YEARS

It was officially the new year and me and Danny weren't on good terms since the night of Christmas Eve with Jake. I spent my New Years with my family Danny didn't even wish me one. We decided to break up mutually and he left me everything in the apartment and is still paying the bills.
Danny left the Shoe store in the Mall and officially now works for UPS as a Manager full time meanwhile I quit the coffee shop finally and now am serving full time at a local restaurant still indecisive about school.

Danny's been battling bad trust issues with me since the night of Christmas Eve he's been distant. He began visiting his mother more keeping to hisself and working. I'm a little in between and confused between him and Jake, which me and Jake now have become closer he's been real supportive and helpful.
I'm battling with a little depression at the moment and anxiety surpassing my break up with Danny I still loved him and wanted us to work things out.

I didn't remember anything much of that night but Danny feels as if I need time to make sure my feelings were for only him and not Jake too. I'm working on proving myself to him as I try to stay busy it doesn't help when I miss him so much. The house didn't feel the same and I wanted everything back to normal. Danny also made a couple new friends that I feel threatened by he's been hanging out with his old and new female friends. I didn't want his feeling for me to disappear for someone else I believe in us.

"Should I dye my hair?" I asked sitting in Jakes living room recliner on my phone. "Why?" He asked while watching tv as I began sliding down on my instagram timeline looking at other women as I hearted a few photos. "Maybe just for something new" I exhaled under my breath shrugging as I tilted my head.

"I mean you could probably pull anything off to be honest with you" Jake mumbled shrugging as he looked at me I looked back smiling small. "How about blonde?" I shut on eye looking at him.
"I hate blondes" He said laughing a little shaking his head. "Why blonde? Go burgundy or something" He said exhaling sitting back stretching.

"Blonde is exotic" I shrugged looking at him.
"Will you help me dye it?" I laughed a little. "Come on let's go" I jumped up sliding my feet into my Uggs as I zipped my hoodie up. "Seriously?" Jake scoffed rolling his eyes as he got up putting his hood up grabbing his keys.
"Yeah like why not?" I said shrugging smiling big with my hands on my hips as Jake began walking to the door he stopped placing his hand up to my forehead.

"Are you alright?" He gave me a confused look asking as I slowly moved his hand rolling my eyes. "Starting to worry me" He laughed a little. "Come on" As he opened the door moving out the way for me, I laughed a little walking out to his car.
"Can I drive?" I turned around walking backwards slowly pushing my hair back as he tossed me his keys I caught them.
Your girl needed some change in her life.

"Wanna grab food or coffee or something?" Jake said leant back in the passenger seat with his arms folded. "Sure" I shrugged while driving focusing on the road as I turned the music up a little as I drove. "Anything in mind?" I asked looking over at Jake then back at the road. "I'm down for whatever ill pay" He said as I nodded a little. "Maybe McDonald's? That way I can get a coffee too" I insisted while driving as he nodded a little in return. "Sure" He mumbled looking out the window.
At a red light I looked down at my phone at the time seeing no messages. I was hurting it wasn't a good feeling I didn't feel special or important to Danny.

Me Via text To Danny "Hey....wyd later?"

I bite my lip while sending Danny a text message as I took a deep breath and began to drive slowly pulling into McDonald's drive through.
"Have you guys not talked?" Jake sat up asking me as I stared as him for a moment. "Ah um no not really he's been busy" I rubbed my lips together as I looked away from him and began looking at the menu.