"Don't get yourself into something you can't finish" He mumbled lighting a cigarette as I studied the tattoo on his hand. "Room mate" He scoffed bumping past me as I realized his presence was like a drug and I was addicted.
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I decided to visit my mom today as time goes by this shit doesn't get any fucking easier. Having Kate in my corner has been helping me cope a bit better being she's the security I need right now. I fucking hate depending on people overall but I needed and wanted Kate in my life. I didn't intend on screwing shit up anymore my mind was made up, I really adored everything about her. The more time I spent with her it was like nothing or anybody else mattered I felt at one. Shit I could never get enough of her I'd be lying if I said otherwise.
I must admit I never felt like this before in my entire life for a female but something about her is different and keeps me wanting more. Sometimes it's really fucking scary the effect she has on me and I don't understand it myself. As I worked on my trust issues and insecurities Kate couldn't be more supportive. Look I'm a dude but I'm only human I'm not perfect it's possible for me to have feelings too. Today I decided to take some time and talk to my mom and see how she's doing despite her health problems.
HOSPITAL
"Hey" I whispered under my breath as I gulped shutting the door behind me quietly. My mom then slowly turned her vision to mine as she smiled small innocently. "Hey kid" she said exhaling repositioning herself. I took a deep breath as I grabbed a chair and sat down pushing my hood back off my head as I glared at her. "How you feeling?" I asked clenching down on my jaw twice as I put my hands in my hoodie pockets. I hate this shit it made me fucking boil having to come here and look at my mom in a hospital room welcome to my life.
I wouldn't know what having a normal mother would even feel like this shit has been my whole life. Mind you she's fucking psychotic and bipolar and can snap out at any moment lucky me right? One second I'm her son the next I'm her enemy it truly broke every inch of my heart she didn't understand what she did to me.
"Hanging in there" She exhaled clearing her throat. "How's school?" She asked as I took a deep breath rolling my eyes. "I graduated mom" I licked my lips shaking my head. "No college?" She made a confused face as I shook my head. "I told you a thousand times I'm just working for now" I said wiping my hands down my face. "Well it's never too late for a further education" she said as I nodded slowly "I've been told" I mumbled rubbing my hands together.
