LOVING THE BAD BOY

Chapter 50 Myrtle Beach 1.0

As I spent the night crying my eyes out my entire spring break was shattered into pieces. I just wanted to sleep the days away as Danny ignored me for the rest of the trip. I couldn't believe Jake did that to me but I couldn't stomach the fact I did it to myself. Who knew something so stupid could ruin your entire world in a snap of two fingers.
I was more than supportive and forgiving towards Danny all the times he made mistakes, I'm only human I'm learning as I grow older. I'm hoping to surpass all these shitty experiences I come across on my path to finding myself. I acknowledge my wrongs and I'm ready to fake full responsibility for them. I wanted nothing to do with Jake at the moment, but I felt selfish for blaming him when it takes two I was being a hypocrite out of spite I knew it deep down.

10:30 AM

I exhaled tossing my phone seeing Danny blocked my number and all of my social media. I figured he blocked my personal number as none of my calls or texts when through. I was heartbroken and feeling depressed this morning, I was sick to my stomach fathoming the thought of losing him for good. I need to at least explain myself and get the proper closure I needed to talk to Danny face to face. He deserved to hear the truth from me as I sighed getting up putting my hair into a bun.

My eyes were so heavy as I rubbed my hands down my face sliding my feet into my Victoria Secret sandals preparing to leave. As I went to walk out the room I opened the door finding Jake beginning to knock as I paused off guard. I rolled my eyes going to slam the door as Jake stopped me with his hand. "You can't be mad at me" He said as I whipped the door open. "Mad?" I narrowed my eyes. "Furious is more like it" I scoffed folding my arms. "You can't ignore me this entire trip Kate?" He sighed saying as he looked at me I wiped from underneath my eyes.

"I just wish I could take it all back" I whispered under my breath leaning against the wall looking up. "Look it happened we happened" Jake shrugged. "Maybe for a reason who knows" He gulped as I closed my eyes listening to him talk. "Shut up Jake" I exhaled slowly opened my eyes looking at him.
"He isn't even good for you" Jake raised his voice raising his eyebrows as I took a deep breath shaking my head. "Who are you to tell me who and what's good for me?" I mumbled stubbornly. "Look he's been my best friend since diapers practically" He paused licking his lips then continued ranting. "And you two are the opposite it just doesn't make any sense" Jake said as I sarcastically laughed a little a bit offended nodding.

"And what's better you?" I raised a brow asking as he closed his eyes taking a deep breath. "Look I just know you two aren't meant for each other " He said as I pushed him out the way. "Move Jake" I said walking past him into the hallway. "Leave me alone I'll talk to you when I'm ready" I whispered under my breath walking away. As I looked over my shoulder I watched him shake his head as he walked away.

I planned on talking to Jake I just needed to talk to Danny first he was my main focus fight now I loved him so much. As I nervously rubbed up and down my arms walking to Danny's room I knocked lightly patiently waiting for a answer. I sighed waiting as I knocked again the door opened as Danny and me made fierce eye contact. "Can we please talk?" I exhaled as Danny glared at me for a moment saying nothing. He didn't look like hisself he looked blank with no emotion, his eyes were heavy as if he's been crying or didn't sleep. He then exhaled clenching down on his jaw opening the door more for me to come in.

"Thank you" I sniffled walking in as I looked around his room seeing him all packed up with his suitcase on the bed. "What are you doing?" I moved my eyebrows down confused as Danny stood with his hands in his pockets glaring at me. "You can't just leave?" I pressed my lips together as he said nothing staring at me. "If anything I will leave or I'll leave you alone at least enjoy your break" I sighed feeling horrible as he looked completely blank. "I can't stay" He said as I made a confused face. "Why not?" I asked slowly sitting down on the bed.