LOVING THE BAD BOY

Chapter 91 Composure

DANNY

It's been almost a month of being out of the house with Kate and I'm mentally and emotionally losing my fucking mind. This shit was like the worse nightmare you could even fathom of having with not waking up. I deep down didn't want to stress and overwhelm her with the baby so I fell back and distanced myself for the best of her health. I just wanted my fucking family and girlfriend back more than anything in this world nothing or anyone else mattered. I've missed numerous baby appointments as Kate decided to not have me participate in any which fucking killed me.

I couldn't believe she would be this gullible towards me and not trust my word. I guess this was my karma for allowing myself in shitty surroundings with the wrong people at the wrong place and time. But I didn't fucking cheat on Kate I fucked up and had a drunk night and allowed a female to feel comfortable to lay next to me. Yes I know I'm fucking wrong alright? But I didn't psychically cheat on Kate I just made some poor careless decisions on vacation. As the days go on Kate's getting closer and closer to her due date and I'm kinda hoping we can set things aside for the birth of our son. I guess I'm kinda praying she'll let me be in the room at this point I'm not feeling too hopeful.

She's been threatening me with cold hearted texts
about child support not being able to see my
son out of spite. Yet I couldn't blame her for her pain I've caused by being a irresponsible drinker. This shit hit home for me I never felt more depressed in my whole fucking life Kate and my son were my purpose for everything.

"Maybe I can try and talk to her" My mom exhaled crossing her arms as I clenched down on my jaw chewing on my cereal looking down at my bowl. "She won't listen to anyone" I mumbled moving my spoon around slowly in my milk zoned out at my cereal moving it around. "Has she asked your friends?" She moved her eyebrows down upset leaning against the counter as I shrugged carelessly taking another bite of my cereal. "She thinks they'll lie for me anyways" I scoffed setting my bowl down in the sink. "Did you cheat on her?" My mom asked as I looked over my shoulder narrowing my eyes saying nothing getting a bit irritated.

"Okay fine I believe you I'm just trying to help" My mom said raising her hands in defense as I looked away placing my hands on the sink glaring at it thinking to myself for a moment. "Why would Jake come between you guys? He's been your best friend for years it just doesn't make sense" She exhaled sipping her coffee. "She fucked Jake" I scoffed turning around folding my arms looking at my mom.

"WOW" She cleared her throat placing her hands on her hip blinking a few times raising her eyebrows in shock. "She talked to Jake before me and it wasn't completely her I was doing shit too" I mumbled rubbing up my arm looking at my tattoos. "So if she does put you on child support or choose to not have you participate in this birth" My mom began saying as I cut her off clenching down on my jaw. "I'll hate her forever and I will kill Jake and make her life a living hell" I mumbled glaring at my mom as I felt my body fulfill with anger. "Danny see no you can't think or react that way" My mom said in Kate's defense as I narrowed my eyes at her.

"You guys have to maintain a civil healthy relationship for this baby even if you have to coparent" She explained as I placed my hands on my head rolling my eyes. "I forgot you're a pro at parenting" I mumbled as my mom got offended and set her cup of coffee down slowly taking a deep breath. "I'm sorry" I exhaled rubbing my hands down my face. "It's fine" She exhaled shaking her head. "I just don't feel like myself" I shrugged looking at my mom gulping as she nodded walking towards me giving me a hug. "I'm here for you" She mumbled as I nodded closing my eyes hugging her back.

I don't know why sometimes I hurt the people I love and care about the most man, I never wanted to intentionally ever hurt Kate or jeopardize our family.

Sports bar

"She texted me and asked me I told her the truth that it was all a misunderstanding bro" Cameron exhaled as I didn't take my vision off the tv screen showing a NHL Toronto Maple Leafs hockey game. "Yeah" I said keeping conversation short as I sipped my beer. "What are you gonna do?" He asked as I shrugged carelessly gulping down the rest of my beer looking at the game.