Saudade [COMPLETED]

Chapter 14

We both decided to have dinner before we part ways at pagkatapos noon ay inihatid niya na ako sa bahay.

I look like an idiot rushing my way to my room and getting my diary!

I wrote everything that has happened.

Niyakap ko iyon pagkatapos.

I can't believe that this day will happen even though I have dreamed of it.

I called Ria because I cannot contain my feelings.

"Really? Did that really happen? Omg Haiz!" Sabay kaming kinikilig habang nag ku-kwento ako.

"And he gave me a necklace with a crown pendant in it!"

Halos mabingi ako sa tili niya.

"Grabe hindi ko kinakaya ang mga pangyayari! You have to tell me more tomorrow!" She exclaimed. I can't stop grinning at her.

The next day nag kita kami sa klase at panay pa rin ang pangungulit niya saakin na mag kwento.

I'm just diverting it with my questions about him and cross kaya natatahimik siya.

She deep sigh pagkatapos ng 3rd period namin.

"I like Cross but I don't know how to break it to Rozéll since alam niya na I was so in to him before." Napakagat ako ng labi.

I think I have the same problem. Not that Kegann is courting me or something but I know he likes me hindi ako manhid o tanga. I just can't wrap my head around it cause I'm always occupied about my thoughts for Blue.

"I think you just have to be honest about it Ria, cause Rozéll really likes you He will understand." I deep sigh.

Kanina lang kinikilig kami ngayon naman nag papalaliman kami ng buntong hininga.

"So you'd do the same with Kegann Haiz?" I was caught off guard about her question.

I would if Blue likes, me but that part is still blurry.

"Our case is different Ria, Cross likes you and Rozéll already express his feelings for you and none of that is happening to me." I said matter of factly.

"Pero paano nga? What would you do?"

I never really thought that would happen but I think I know what would I do.

"Kegann has been nothing but good to me... but you know it has always been Blue from the very beginning so if that happens to me I'll tell Kegann the truth because i can't cast a shadow to people and keep them in the dark especially his a dear friend." Ria look at me na parang sobrang proud siya sa sinabi ko.

"That's My best friend." She poke my side and grinned at me.

Our day at school continued. If this was before noong hindi pa ako pinapansin ni Blue I would have asked Ria to go with me sa College department para makita siya but a lot of things has happened for the past months na hindi ko na kailangan pumunta doon ng palihim para makita siya.

Kaka alis lang ni Ria para sa meeting niya sa student council.

There are days that she's really busy with student council, science department, theatre arts and lately football matches ni Cross.

So now I'm left writing an essay sa isang subject namin kahit matagal pa ang pasahan.

I was so in to It na hindi ko napansin na lumapit na pala t saakin si Kegann.

"Hi Haiz." He greeted flashing his beautiful white pearls.

"Hey!" I smiled back.

"Alone? Where's Ria?" He asked sitting next to me.