Saudade [COMPLETED]

Chapter 25

Chapter 25

I don't know why I always end up in my bedroom crying for someone who should be making me happy.

I feel so pathetic. So damn pathetic and hurt.

I was in the middle of crying hard when the door open so wide. I stand up and wiped my tears with my hands.

"Baby I'm sorry." Blue said his voice full of worry and sincerity.

Ha! As if his sorry would change the fact that he ditched me.

"I- I... Can you please leave my room? I want to be alone." I turn my back at him totally shutting him, but he went to my place and hug me from the back.

"I'm sorry baby. So damn sorry. Baby please?" I felt his tears on my shoulder.

I didn't respond.

"I'm really on my way meeting you but Ary got in to a car accident. She was rushed to the hospital." Great! I laugh mockingly.

"Of course." I said in full distaste.

I removed his hands from hugging me.

"Hailey?" He called.

I saw fear crossed his eyes.

"Blue tell me, are you still in love with Ary?"

It's pointless to beat around the bush when I know why I'm hurting so bad.

"What? Are seriously gonna ask me that?" He asked na parang dapat alam ko na ang sagot sa tanong ko.

"Can you just answer it please? I'm not playing riddles here."

Lumamlam ang mata niya at hinawakan ang kamay ko.

"Hailey baby, I don't love Ary, she's just a friend. I love you so freaking much! You doubting my love is beyond me. It's only you baby please... I'm sorry. Forgive me." He hugged me so tight not wanting to let me go.

"I love you. I'm sorry. You shouldn't be feeling this. I'm a jerk. I'm sorry baby please?" Naramdaman ko ang pag halik niya sa ulo ko.

And that triggers me to cry my heart out.

"I hate you! I hate you so much for ditching me! I hate you for the troubles you are causing me! B-but I love you so much to disregard and accept everything! Blue why?" I sobbed uncontrollably.

He's caressing my hair and planting soft kisses on my forehead.

"I'm sorry baby. This will be the last time I'll make you cry." I looked in to his hazel brown eyes that's showing full vulnerability.

I nodded. Being defeated again by my love for him.

We stayed hugging each other for a couple of minutes until I let go.

"Have you eaten dinner?" I asked.

"I haven't. Are you gonna cook for me?" Napangiwi ako sa sinabi niya. I know he knows that I don't know how to cook.

He smirked at me.

"I'll cook." Iyon ang huli niyang sinabi bago kami pumunta sa kusina. Nag presenta pa si manang na siya nalang ang mag luluto but Blue is so stubborn.

"Sit here baby and watch me." He winked at me bago inayos ang mga kailangan niya.

"What are you making?"

"Lasagna. You like Italian cuisine so I better master it para sa future." He flashed me his million dollar boyish grin.

I blushed.
Like what the actual hell? Did he just make me cry earlier and now he's making me blush?