Saudade [COMPLETED]

Chapter 35

[You may play the song "The Last Time" by Gary Lightbody and Taylor Swift as you read this chapter. Happy reading!♥️]

Xx Mlssclrsgnt ✨

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I have always known the capacity of my love for my parents and Blue and it is great. Kaya kahit masakit ay sinunod ko ang gusto nila.

I distanced myself from Ria, I distanced myself from Taus and everyone else.

"Midterm's coming baby, have you reviewed? You're always spacing out." Blue said while driving.

I nodded at him.

Of course I reviewed already, wala na ata akong ginagawa kundi mag aral. I feel like my world only revolves around my studies, parents biddings and blue.

When Blue pullover on our garage I was about to open the door of car but he intertwined our hands.

I looked at him as he brings my hand on his lips.

"Baby, if someone told you I did bad things to be on top... will you believe them?" Blue asked staring directly in to my eyes.

I automatically shook my head, Blue maybe a control freak, obsessive-compulsive and overly competitive but I know he's honest and he plays fair and square.

"Good baby, whatever other people will tell you just don't believe them. They just want to ruin what I have." I nodded again at him like a submissive kitten that I am for him.

He planted soft kisses on my lips, cheeks and forehead bago ako pinag buksan ng pintuan ng kotse at sabay kaming pumasok.

Just like the usual, we spent some time together bago siya umuwi.

Months passed and we're both busy. He was still aiming for Summa cumlaude kaya nag do-double time siya sa pag hahabol.

The past months were hard lalo na alam kong ini iwasan talaga ako ni Taus, Kegann at Ria. I tried talking to Ria at least but she told me that it's for the good na wag muna kami magkasama. It hurt me of course but I know I have to deal with it.

There are instances na nakakasulong ko si Mabel at ang mga kaibigan niya and she would smile and talk to me. Kagaya ngayon.

"Hi Mabel!" I greeted.

"Hi Haiz!" She said.

Sabay kaming nag lakad papunta sa main library.

"How are you?" She added.

I smiled and told her I was doing okay even if I don't.

"Nasabi na ba sayo ni Blue na he's already a candidate for Magna Cumlaude? It will be official na next month! Ang galing niya! He was able to keep up!" She said excitedly i smiled.

Blue haven't told me about it, cause I know he's still aiming for the highest Latin award and won't settle for magna cumlaude.

"How about Kegann Mabel, how is he?"

"Huh? Hindi ba kayo nag kikita or usap?" She asked curiously.

I wanted to tell her na sa social media ko na lang siya nakikita and he wasn't replying on my messages but I don't wanna be dramatic kaya simpleng iling nalang ang nasagot ko.

"He is doing good! Lalo na ngayon na siya lang talaga ang candidate for summa cumlaude he turned out to be 10 times hotter than he already is. Puro gym and basketball na lang kasi! Hindi na nag wo-worry sa acads e." She laughed after she said it and I just shook my head and smiled.

We talked for awhile before we go on our separate ways.

I was busy rummaging through my bag when firm hands enveloped my arm.