Saudade [COMPLETED]

Chapter 44

"This is us." He said breathily amazed.

I nodded at him.

"When did you paint this?" His eyes sparkle in deep colour of green like the leaves sprouted from spring and like the colour of his eyes in my painting.

I was in awe.

Lumapit ako sa painting at hinawakan ang mata niya doon.

"I painted this when I got home from the trip in batangas, I couldn't sleep and this image is plastered on my head. After you wiped my tears away and told me that you'll send me back to my happiness... because that's what matters to you the most... To see me happy even if it doesn't includes you." Naramdaman ko ang pag kirot ng puso sa alaalang iyon.

It was the time that my feelings for Kegann was still blurry to me. Ang alam ko lang noon a part of my heart died for a reason that's not vivid to me.

Ayun pala mahal, ko na siya pero hindi ko lang matanggap.

Kasi paano ko yun matatanggap if all along I was in love with Blue? Na ang alam ko is you can't love two people at once. It's wrong in every aspect, that's why I had to shove the feelings off I got for Kegann before it can ever foster.

But little did I know that my love for Kegann was already rooted deeply, marahil kaya kong mawala ang iba wag lang siya.

Our eyes met. It was soulful and vulnerable.

"Haiz be my girlfriend? I don't want to wonder what am I to you. I don't want you to leave me behind because I don't have the right to join you. All I want is to have every right to love you, cherish you and take care of you. I want you princess... every bit of you, every part of you. I love you and you alone. Please be my girlfriend?" Tears started streaming down my face, and no it wasn't the tears caused by pain but it's tears of joy. I never know it's possible until today.

"Of course I'll be your girlfriend!" I said in elation though my voice is croaking.

He pulled me for a hug and kissed me on the lips.

"You're my girlfriend now, and you'll be my wife sooner or later I promise that..." He said between our kisses and my heart couldn't stop just hurting so good.

"I love you." I said as I kissed him once more.

Kung hindi pa nag ring ang phone ko ay hindi pa kami titigil sa pag hahalikan.

I answered the call from the intruder.

"Yes why hello Taus?" Medyo irita na tanong ko sa tao sa kabilang linya.

"Wow! You sounded as if I cut the two of you from having sex!" Lumayo ako ng kaunti kay Kegann dahil sa pinagsasabi ng makasalanang De Loyola na kausap!

"You foul mouthed human being what do you need?" I asked at narinig ang walang katapusang pagtawa niya.

"Can you tell my oh so whipped best friend to call his mom? She's been calling Kegann for days but the lovesick baby boy is so busy with you and forgot to call back his mom." Tumingin ako sa nakatingin rin na boyfriend ko.

Shems! Yes boyfriend!

"Alright I'll tell him. Bye." Hindi ko na hinayaang makasagot pa si Taus at bumalik sa tabi ni Kegann.

"Taus said that your mom has been calling you. You need to call tita Isabella." Kegann nodded and took out his phone.

I thought he is going to call his mom but instead of doing so, he took few snap of us with our background Saudade.

Hindi ako prepared doon kaya hindi ko alam kung maganda.

"Let me see." I asked him at ibinigay niya naman iyon saakin.