Saudade [COMPLETED]

Chapter 32

His jaw was clenched when Taus and I came near on his spot.

"Blue." I called again.

Galit na mga mata ang ipinukol niya saakin.

"Seriously Haiz? And you dare say you're not doing anything against my back?" Parang sinaksak nanaman ang puso ko sa sinabi ni Blue.

"I'm not doing anything against your back Blue!" I lashed out.

Some of the students look our way kaya hinigit niya ako papunta sa parking lot.

"Then what's that? You're Smiling and talking with that De Loyola! You're a cheating!" The pain is searing and my tears falls like a water falls.

"I'm not cheating! I'm not a cheater! How dare you accused me that blue!?" My voice was in audible because of too much crying.

My vision are now blurry kaya hindi ko napansin na sumunod pala si Taus at ngayon ay nasa likod niya na ako.

"I didn't know you're this stupid Saleco. Accusing your girl with the things she's not capable of doing. You're really a one big pathetic loser." Taus said full of distaste.

Blue pushed Taus and so Taus punched Blue.

Napatili at nag panic ako sa nakikita ko. Walang ibang tao na pwedeng umawat dahil unfortunately kaming tatlo lang ang nasa parking space.

"Stop it! Stop it!" I shouted.

"Why I'm not even surprise that a bastard like you can steal something away from! Someone who's legally owned by me!" Sigaw ni Blue pagkatapos suntukin si Taus.

"I'm not stealing something away from you Saleco! And Mendres is not a thing to own! Between the two of us you know who's the real thief!" Taus punched blue and I just couldn't watch and just shout anymore.

"Please stop!" I cried holding both of their arms. Kapag may sumuntok pa sa kanila na isa ay siguradong masasaktan din ako.

Taus abruptly removed our grip from him and left us.

Nakatulala lang ako at halos mapaluhod dahil sa sobrang pag iyak.

My heart is bleeding and shattering.

Nakatakip lang ang dalawang kamay ko sa aking bibig habang iyak lang ako ng iyak.

Blue tried to touch me but I flinched.

"Don't touch me." I said.

"Hailey..." He said exasperatedly.

"You've hurt me so badly today and I don't think I can talk you. Leave me alone Blue." Pagkatapos kung sabihin iyon ay tumakbo ako palabas ng campus at agad pumara ng taxi.

I didn't know where I was heading kaya sinabi ko nalang sa driver na deritso lang. I just needed to get away.

Nang mapansin na ang ruta na tinatahak namin ay sa Moon Café ay agad kung naisip na doon na muna.

I reserved a good spot in the Café away from other customers.

I ordered a lot para may rason ako na mag tagal doon.

I was crying. My eyes doesn't seems to get tired of weeping. Hindi na rin ako makahinga dahil sa pag iyak.

My head was on the table kaya hindi makikita ng kahit na sino na umiiyak ako.

I'm gonna die if I don't cry this all out.

This is the worst pain that Blue has ever caused me at kung may sasakit pa dito ay hindi ko na makakaya. To bear this kind of pain is unbearable.