Bts Junghope ff -Jungle Boy-

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*Hoseok pov*

"An amusement park?"
Jimin held the flyer of the new amusement park straight into my face and begged "it's a fun thing, can we go, can we?"I blinked and looked at Jungkook .
"Who am I to decide?"he said, rubbing the back of his head "..It seems like fun though".
"Do you know what that is?"I asked out of surprise.
He shook his head. "Then why does it seem like fun?".
He lowered his head in embarrassment "W-Well, there are so many colors so-".
I giggled at his childlike reasoning and patted his head.
"It's fine with us, what about the others?" I asked Jimin while watching Jungkook who seemed to enjoy getting his head patted.
"I'm not gonna go!"Taehyung snapped immediately.
"But why Tae? It's so much fun , I promise!"
"I don't care, I wanna stay at home.You can't force me."
He said, pointing his nose at Jimin.Slowly, very slowly, Yoongi showed up behind him.
Taehyung didn't notice fast enough and got attacked, Yoongi tickled him recklessly.
"Noohh haha that's unfair! Ugh!" He coughed a little "hehe no kkk, Hyung stop!".
Yoongi did as he was told and gave Taehyung a backhug.
I saw Jimin approach Taehyung while he was being held and got a little embarrassed while I watched him kiss the younger so tenderly.
"Tae please~"Jimin let his charms play.
"... fine"
"Yay!"
Jimin danced through the room with the flyer in hand while Taehyung shoved his back onto Yoongis chest, asking for a kiss as a reward.
I looked away.

"Is everyone in?"
"Ah Yoongi wait! I forgot my camera!" Teahyung called out and hopped off the car again.
"Does he really need his camera?"Yoongi questioned, feeling a little frustrated since we were late.Jungkook put on his gloves and explained "Well, it's a present from Jimin so he treasures it.".
Jimin peeked out from behind "He said he loves taking photos.His photos turn out really well too! I wondered where he got that talent from since he had never even touched a phone."I glanced at Jungkook who was still very bad with electronic devices.

*Yoongi pov*

I arrived at the amusement park after being put through situations like 'Yoongi let's stop over there, I'm hungry!' , 'Hyung I need to pee' and even 'Yoongi they have Monsta x merch! Can we stop there for a moment? Pretty please~ they are my favorite band!".
Everyone put on their jackets and we went to get a room in the hotel first, since we were going to stay two days.

*Jimin pov*

"Yoongi! I hate you! Give it back!" I heard Tae whine from afar while I stood in line for the rollercoaster with Hoseok-hyung.
It had been a while since they argued but it still seemed a little softer to me.
I smiled unintentionally and focused back on Hoseok who had been trying to tell me that he really didn't want to get into the rollercoaster but I just continued on holding him by his collar.
After a while he tried to beg Jungkook for help but said just had an encounter with a clown and didn't seem to move at all, he must have been in shock.
"Hoseok-hyung, I believe in you, you can do it!"
"How can you say this with such an evil smile on your face bro?!"
I held his collar tighter so he wouldn't be able to run off.

"I want another ride!"Hoseok screamed after he got off the rollercoaster.
"Was it that fun?" Jungkook laughed and tugged him in so he wouldn't freeze.
I looked around, trying to find Taehyung and Yoongi somewhere in the crowd.
I figured behind the rollercoaster was the way they went so I headed off in the same direction.
Soon I found Yoongi standing in front of a rather small attraction.
"Ah! Yoongi!I've been searching for you, where is Taehyung?"
"Jimin , it's you.Ahm ..Tae has been in love with this thing for a few minutes and keeps wanting more.I don't know how to say 'no' to be honest.."
"That's like you haha"I giggled and slit my hand down his sleeve.
"What are you trying to say?" Yoongis tone went cold all of a sudden and I got chills.
He misunderstood.
"N-nothing"
I whispered and separated my hand from his sleeve. He clicked his toungue.
I stood beside him and tried to make out where Taehyung was but I couldn't see him.
I felt really shitty.

My family had always been extremely homophobic.
They didn't make a difference between pedophiles and homosexuals.
So when I started to fall in love with the handsome politician Min ,I felt kinda anxious.
I had always been disgusted by the way my family spoke but I never really thought about it that deeply until I experienced it myself.
When I  realized my own feelings I felt like I was betraying my family.I felt like an outsider.
So the days I went out with my brother to drink or simply visited my parents decreased.
I couldn't look them into the eyes.
When I thought of myself I thought more about what I was than who.
At first I tried to erase the feeling, but whenever I ran from my feelings he showed me his smile and I couldn't really fight it , that's what I learned.
I couldn't describe my life as normal anymore or at least that's what I thought.
I tried to act normal around Yoongi and not to spend anymore time than necessary around him.One day Yoongi visited me at home because I didn't go to work in the hope of not having to deal with him and my feelings for once.
"I'm disgusting.Don't look at me, just leave already!"
"What are you saying Jimin? You aren't-"
"You don't know me! How would you know?"I glared at him.
"...you're right, I don't know you well.But you are a precious person to me!"
"You wouldn't say this if you knew..you knew how I feel about you, that you make my heart ache whenever you smile, that truly I wanna be with you not as a friend or your lawyer,  but as your lover.".
Instead of leaving me or doubting me like I had expected ,he kissed me.
While being held by the man I loved, I cried a lot that night.
I never explained to him why I hated my feelings, or why I was so scared.
Later that night I woke up and remembered who was going to visit me the next morning, but instead of panicking I just kept on sleeping.
If I had just done anything in that moment, Yoongi may naver have come to hate me.
I awoke the next morning feeling unspeakably happy.
But the next moment I got hit by the hard reality.
Looking at the clock I panicked, I couldn't think clearly, all I thought about was getiing rid of the evidence of last night.I woke Yoongi and made him leave before my brother would come through the door and ask me if I had a woman staying over.
He kept on asking that day, if she had a nice body and big boobs.
"Like no hyung.She doesn't have big boobs or 90-50-90 , if anything she has a big dick!"
Was what I wanted to tell him, but I couldn't. The words just didn't come out.
I was anxious, so I avoided Yoongi for some time.
A while later I heard he cut all ties with my agency and he stopped calling me.
All that happened before I could get a clear thought into my mind.
And when I dialled his number and the voice on the other hand told me it wasn't in use, I felt like trash and I swore to myself to never let anxiety win against my love ever again.

And here I was debating with myself wether I should talk to Yoongi or not.
The distance between the two of us hurt.
"Uhm"I said after a while "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it that way."
He glanced at me "yeah..".
I felt like trash.My eyes watered a bit.I reached up to my eye to wipe the single tear that had formed in it.In the movement ,my scarf which had become loose fell onto the floor.
It was carried away by the crowd and I abruptly reached down and tried to grab it.
I felt so pathetic doing that.I couldn't reach it and started to cry more.
Then my scarf was picked up by a pale masculine hand.
"You have to take care of your stuff"Yoongi said and handed me the scarf without even looking at me."T-thank you"I said in a small voice so he wouldn't hear how my voice trembled.He was about to return back and almost passed me but he must have noticed my crying and grabbed me by the arm.
His expression turned soft all of a sudden.
"Jimin..you aren't crying because of your scarf , are you?"he asked me and cupped my face in his hands.I shook my head and lied "I'm not crying, really".

*A/N: lol Jimin is a low key sadist it seems xD making poor Hoseok suffer like this.
Sorry if there were too many pov changes again.

Btw I found the gif on top  afterwards and laughed a lot at how well it fits xD lmao I can't.
So perfect ,so funny xD
Jimin is like “I've arrived“ lol*