Deep Well of Thoughts and Feelings

Tired

I am at the point
Of my life
Where I am just waiting
For the big waves
To splash right in front
Of me
Should I run?
I want to.
But I can't
And I believe
I shouldn't
Because I am tired of running
From the big waves
That keeps on haunting me
Together with the strong wind
That sips the strength out of me
Yes.
I am waiting.
Just waiting.
Because I just got tired
Of fighting