Deep Well of Thoughts and Feelings

fine

Words scribbling
From the heart that is breaking
Like a shattering sound of glass
making my mind a pool of mess

Fingers are trembling
Eyes are closed to crying
Blood are rushing within the nerves
From a madness that seems so endless

Day from day, night from night
this soul slowly being empty
Wanting to be apart from the body
which is tired from the life's misery

From breathe in to breathe out
Chest is aching throughout
I can't say what is wrong or what is right
All I know is everything seems so black

Don't wanna feel this pain
Neither wanna feel numb
Don't wanna feel this pain
All I want is to be fine

My eyes stopped from crying
But my heart is still bleeding
Warmth from within disappeared
My old self is no longer to be found

Don't wanna feel this pain
Neither wanna feel numb
Don't wanna feel this pain
All I want is to be fine

Please hug my sorrow away
Or in my side, pleast just stay
I just need a strength to grasp
While cheering myself up

My mind is so torturing
But my heart is still fighting
Oh, I will not be knock down
Someday, I will truly be fine