Accidents make perfection

Chapter 14

Mare POV

"I think you should take a pregnancy test so you know for sure, then go to a doctor to check and see if everything is alright." She says as calmly as possible "ok" I say back and take a deep breath "and then you should go to Norta and tell Cal" she says. Once I hear those words come out of her mouth I start to panic and another wave of nausea hits me, I manage to push it down after a few seconds "I know its scary and that you two arent in a good place right now but he needs to know, its his child too." She says. She's right though, I need to tell him "he's going to hate me even more now."I say and look down at my hands. Farley grabs my shoulders "Mare look at me. don't you ever say that, he loves you, and he'll be shocked at first yes but after, I can promise you he will be very excited." She says to me I start to tear up "I'm not ready to have a baby." I say "I know but thats why you need to talk to Cal he will help you through this. Doing it alone is hard I know that more than anyone." when she says that she starts to tear up "please tell him as soon as you can, I don't want you going through what I did." She says. I give her a hug "I promise as soon as I can ill go and tell him." I say. After a few minutes of recovery Farley helps me off the counter "do you want to go home or back out to lunch?" She asks "ill go back out to lunch, but I don't want to talk about this." I say "alright" Farley says and opens the door for me. When we get out, they all look at me, Kilorn is about to say something but Farley shake her head. The lunch is awkward at first but we get into the topic of Elane and Evangeline's engagement and no one can shut up about it. Once were done Kilorn asks me if I'm ready to go "ya just wait for me in the car, I need to talk to Evangeline" I say. He nods and heads towards the car. I make my way to Evangeline, she's talking to Farley about Clara "hey can I talk to you for a second" I say "sure, well she sounds like she doing amazing ill see you around" she says to Farley. When Farley leaves she turns towards me and rubs my arm "are you feeling better" she asks "not really, but I need to ask you a favour." I say "sure what is it" I take a deep breath trying to get rid of the nausea thats coming to surface "I want you to come with me to Norta when I tell Cal."I say "oh sure but why not Kilorn he seems like he would be a good support system for you?" She asks "thats the problem he's too close to me, he would probably yell at Cal the moment he saw him." She laughs "ok when are we leaving" she asks "I'll let you know after I schedule a appointment with my doctor." I say "alright well I hope everything gets better, and try to relax ok were all here for you." She says and hugs me.

When I get to the car and strap myself in I'm hit like a truck with sleep and I pass out, the next thing I know I'm in Kilorns arms going up to my room. When he puts me down and covers me with my blanket my mother walks in, "why is she so tired?" She asks  it knowing I'm was half awake "she's not feeling well." He says trying to keep it vague "oh dear, what happened?" She says "I'll let her tell you" he says but I wish he would just tell her so I don't have too "Kilorn you scaring me what's wrong with her?" My mother says in a panicked voice "it's nothing bad, well I guess it depends how you look at it" Kilorn says but that just freaks my mom out even more. Before either of them continue my brain decides it wants to sleep and I groan out "mom I'm pregnant." And I fall asleep.

I wake up to someone knocking on my door "who is it?" I ask "it's me" my mother says and she opens the door. She come in and sits next to me on my bed "how you feel honey" she asks "my boobs hurt, I feel like I need to throw up and I'm super tired." I throw in her face. She just rubs my back and for some reason that make me feel better "I know darling, it sucks." She says and we sit in silence for a few minutes "does he know yet." She says "I'm still not 100% sure i am, I haven't even taken a pregnancy test yet." I say and cuddle into my mom "well how about you ask Kilorn to bring you one tomorrow ok? I'll call my friend, she's an OB/GYN and I'll set an appointment with her ok?" She says I just nod. "When are you going to tell him?" She asks I shift in my bed, uncomfortable with the subject "once I see the doctor, Evangeline and I are going to set up a trip to go back to Norta. That's when I'm going to tell him." I say she gives a hum in approval "do you want to come down for dinner?" She asks and I almost gag at the thought of food. My mother sees my reaction and laughs a bit "alright I'll leave you a plate in the fridge if you get hungry later." She gets up and heads towards the door to leave, before she opens the door I ask her "does everyone else know?" She smiles "no they don't, do you want me to tell them." she asks "no I'll tell them later, after dinner maybe" I say "alright" my mother says and leaves. I start to think about how everyone will react to the news, Gisa already knows, Tramy would be shocked at first but then comfort me, he's become a lot more mature in the past few months. Bree would threaten to beat up Cal although I know he never would be able to. My father Is the one I'm scared to tell, I don't know if he'll be angry with me or Cal or both of us for being irresponsible. After about an hour I go down stairs and see all of my family in the living room talking and laughing. When Gisa and my mother see me they both stop laughing, the guys turn and look at me "hey Mare you feeling better"tramy asks I just walk over in silence and sit on the couch next to mom, and she holds my hand "gentlemen Mare has something she wants to tell you." She says "what is it darling?" My father says. I start to feel sick again and I almost get up and run but I fight the urge and take a deep breath "I'm...im... " i stutter, it's so hard to get the words out "it's ok Mare you can say it" Bree says, I take another deep breath "I'm pregnant" I say. I look at their faces and I did not expect what I see.