My Rock Star Lover (COMPLETE)

CHAPTER 22: So Cold

Youtube MV: Breaking Benjamin's "So Cold"

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Joyce

It feels weird this time. I can feel that something's up and it doesn't feel good.

Jace's band is acting differently in tonights concert or probably it's just me thinking too much.

Last time's concert would've been great if I was not kidnapped and this time, though with strict security, still gives me unsettling nerve under my skin. Jace said that I have nothing to worry. But he does have my brains or niether can he feel what I am feeling right now.

I know they are planning something and seeing Jace reveal himself to the public through this concert means something, too.

They are planning something and I know it is related to the man who kidnapped me last month.

I can see it in thier eyes.

I tried to focus on documenting the Dark Side's concert with Andrew, while I'm here standing on the side of the stage giving me the perfect view of Jace rocking himself infront of his screaming fans who were singing along with thier songs.

They're totally rocking it tonight. The intensity of the crowd and the sounds blaring around are so intense.

As I focus on Jace's voice and presence on stage is totally majestic. A rock god in my eyes. Sexy hips grinding the guitar as he sing his band's song 'till he turn his head towards me.

I see him give away his sexy smirk towards me and winks after that, which he usually gives me whenever goes on stage during our college days. I felt the back of my neck feel numb and hot that gives me a pleasurable tingles down my spine up to my face and that make my eyes go wide enough for him to see my blush and I see his smirk go even more wider as he sings.

That man never fails to bring out emotions from me. Urgh! I hate sometimes, but can you even blame me for that? This guy is a sex icon in my dreams. As in literally.

I continued to wait on the side 'till they finish the concert, until I feel quezy. I need to pee. I have to wait a little longer till they finish the last song. The last time I peed I got kidnapped, I'm not going to that again, not without Jace on my side this time.

They just ended the last song and I hear Jace announce another revival song that's included in their album.

Crowded streets all cleared away
One by one
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

The crowd starts to sing along with the song. This is the last song for tonight's concert. And my heartbeat still feels uneasy. Something really is not right. I know it, as I continue to watch Jace and his band performs.

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

I can feel hot liquid running down my knuckle. Curiosity makes me look down on my hands to see why it's wet.

My eyes widen as I see the red liquid pouring out from my palms. I didn't notice that I have been clenching my fist so hard it tore the flesh of my palms making it bleed.

I looked up to see that Jace is watching me look at my palm. I can see the worry in his eyes because I know he saw the blood in my hands, too.

The song have already ended without even realizing it. Jace gave out few final words to his fans out there, promising them a final and more amazing and exciting concert for next month.

And right where we didn't expect it the most, someone from the crowd threw something in the stage. And before I knew it, Jace and his boys ran out from the stage shouting something that I could barely understand. With wide eyes and shock, I see Jace running towards me. Almost reaching and the stage blew up.