✔️ Luna's Oneshots

Oh hey its the rant about my life

Sometimes I think people confuse being depressed with having depression.

Technically being depressed is when you feel really sad and low for periods of time.

The difference from feeling sad is that depression lasts for longer and is usually more extreme.

But being depressed doesn't necessarily mean you have clinical depression.

And people always forget that...

I mean, I haven't been diagnosed with clinical depression

But there have been many times in my life where I just can't take it anymore

And just wanna end it all

You know...

Being a teenager?

XD

Jk

But you get what I mean.

Basically

In 2017

I went through some...

Issues?

That basically left me traumatised and shit

Well

A Doctor never told me I was traumatised

(Because I never saw a doctor hAh)

But after that incident...

I just kinda...

Hm...

Became really anxious all the time?

Like every little thing that happened would make me think that the shit that happened was gonna happen all over again.

Not to mention I had really, and I mean really toxic 'friends'

I'm guessing many people have gone through this too.

You know, you're going through stuff in life

And you hope your school life would be better than home

But nope

People just have to be selfish and make it worse?

They think:

Oh we're not gonna be with each other forever, so let's treat her like shit

And it wasn't just me going through this,

My two other best friends were getting the same treatment from our group.

I mean, when you get older you kinda realise how stupid the shit you fought about as kids were

But it was like this:

Jenny comes up to me and we're acting like bff's, then she goes over to a different group and starts saying stuff like: 'oh, Luna is such a showoff. She thinks that just because she does good in school that she's better than the rest of us.'

And they try to make sure you don't hear them, but from the looks they're giving you, you're like: yep, definitely talking about me.

And then the girl from your group goes over to your two best friend's and says: oh, Luna acts so depressed all the time, honestly, she should just stop being edgy cuz it's just annoying

And then my friends would tell me

And I'd flip out

Because hunny

If you've gone through what I have

YOU WOULD BE DEPRESSED AND EDGY TOO

AND ON THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, DO YOU KNOW WHAT SHE TOLD ME?!

"Oh, I can't wait to move schools because that means I can get rid of all these fake friends."

SO I STRAIGHT UP DE-FRIENDED HER RIGHT THEN AND THERE.

SHE THOUGHT THAT SHE COULD SAY ALL THAT SHIT ABOUT ME AND MY FRIENDS

AND THEN COMPLAIN THAT WE WERE THE FAKE?!

S W E E T I E

N O

THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS!

AND YOU KNOW WHAT

AT OUR NEW SCHOOL, ONE OF HER NEW FRIENDS COMES OVER TO ME AND SAYS:

"hey, you're Luna right?"

"Uh yeah, I am."

"Ohhhhh. You were friends with Jenny, weren't you?"

"Yeah, I was."

"Ah, She said that you guys used to talk about her behind her back and that she still wanted to be friends with you but you guys didn't wanna be friends with her."

...

-.-

So let's take a look at my life right here.

So I'm going through shit at home, okay? But that's okay! I can deal with that. BUT Jenny wants to talk about me behind my back and make it look obvious? No, that's fine too, I've dealt with that before. OH?! JENNY THINKS SHE'S THE INNOCENT ONE?!

ISN'T THAT GREAT.

I'll admit, I did say stuff about Jenny behind her back too

But everything I said was a reply to whatever she said about me.

So, I guess we're even.

Yeah this went from a rant of my home life to a rant about Jenny,

Oh Jenny, if you're reading this,

Hey girl.

I hate you <3

But your name isn't even Jenny, hah.

OKay.

I know I've been vague about this 'issue' I went through.

But I'm not talking about it.

Sorry

I just can't

And I don't want it to sound like I want pity or something

Because it's all in the past now.

And why did I write this?

Well

I guess I've been meaning to let it out at some point,

I've been keeping it in for the entirety of 2018

And I just wanna leave it behind me in 2019

PEACE OUT ✌🏻